💓My Baby Boy💓ColbyxJake ddlb

Chapter Twelve

Jake's POV

I woke up not feeling little. I am little a lot but not right now. I go to my big clothes and change in to joggers and a tee shirt. I walk into the living room and see Colby watching tv. I don't really wanna be in the house right now.

"Can we go out. Like shopping." I guess he didn't know I was there because he jumped a little when I spoke.

"Jake what are you...oh you aren't in little space are you? I looked down in shook my head.

"Hey come here." I walk over to him and sit next to him. He picked me up and put me on his lap. I smiled.

Colby POV

"Three things. One you always sit on my lap in less I say other wise little space or not. Two I love big you and little you. So never be shy about being in big space. Three yes we can go out let me ask Sam if he wants to go. I call Sam and ask him if he wants to go out with us. He said yes and to give him about ten minutes. Me and Jake change into outfits. I'm glad to have a day out with my two favorite people. I pack Jake a little bag just in case he slips. I don't tell him though. I want to see how long he last. I hear Sam knock on the door and we leave. Sam drove and I was in the passenger seat. Which means Jake sat in the back. I plugged my phone in the aux and played some music. Jake just looks at his phone and I do the same. I like having big Jake to. We moved into things kinda fast. It was probably because we already knew each other and anyone else who knows. He does spontanes stuff a lot. I don't know if he will ever tell the fans. That's scary and I understand that. I love all the sides of Jake even if he doesnt want to share them with the world. I want t-. I was about to think something else when I was interrupted by Sam telling me we where at the mall. I get out and open the door for Jake. He gets out and blushes.

"Thank you daddy." He whispered in my ear. I grabbed his hand and we went inside the mall. We walked around for a while and went in a few stores. Till Jake saw a huge bear. I mentally sighed because I know he's going to ask and I will end up saying yes. I feel his yank on my sleeve.

"Daddyyy can I pweaseeee."

"Lets see how much it is first." He runs in the store and sees that it's only ten dollors.

"Baby if you get that it will get all your cuddles and there won't be any left for daddy."

"I will aways wuv daddy cuwdles before noodle." He then looked at me like he saw a ghost. Then I could tell he went back to big space. Also he already named it now I have to get it. He grabbed noodle and took him to the register we pay and continue to walk around. We went into a few stores and got some stuff for Jake and Sam. I didnt find anything for me. I ended up going in hottopic. I love this store. Sam and Jake go in some other stores. Jake likes this store but not as much as me. He didn't want to go in. I look around for a while. I get some tee-shirts and leave. I find them in a store for littles. They where leaving so I didn't know what he was bought. We then decide to get food. We just get Taco Bell on the way back. We all take our bag inside and go our separate ways. Jake and I just chill in the apartment. I'm so glad I had a day out today. I miss days like this. We watched movies and ate popcorn till it was time for bed. Jake was still in big space which I was kinda surprised about. I like big Jake the same though. I know when he is tiered he is in little space. He yawned and rubbed his eyes. I know he wants to slip.

"Baby bear are you sleepy?"

"Nu-uh." He just looked at me I could tell he was tiered. I got up, walked in the kitchen, and made him a bottle. I went back to the  living room and picked him up. I walked in the nursery and changed him. I feed him in the rocking chair.  I went to go put him down once he finished but he wouldn't let go. So I just took him to my room. I striped, laid down with him, and went to sleep.

Jake's POV

I woke up next to daddy. I don't feel good. I feel like the world is weighing on me. I feel like I'm going to pass out. Okay calm down you just woke up. No it's not that I'm... idk. I feel weird. I can't feel my feet. Now it feels like pins and needles. I don't understand what's going on. My head feels cloudy. Not sick cloudy though. My hands are so cold. I can't breath. Okay calm down your fine. I walk to the kitchen. I then walk back to the bedroom and grab my phone and headphones. I walk to the living room and sit down. I play son music and stare at nothing.

"If you leave I'll be broken inside. If you leave I will break down and cry." It goes on like this for a while. I listen to so many songs but it feels like I have been here for three seconds. Yet it also feels like an eternity. Does that make sence."Bother me, tell me aful things. You know I love it when you do that..." I turn my phone up all the way. Everything is cloudy. I'm so cold but I'm also so hot. I rest my head in my hands for a second. It hurts so much all over but at the same time I don't know we're it hurts."Hurt myself again today."  Please go away. Woah. Wow. Ummm. Goodbye....

Hey what's up. I don't know if my updating will change or not but I just started school and don't know how much homework there will be. So I don't know if it will change. I already hate school. I have like no classes with my bestie for the resty and hate it. I also have gym and I hate gym. No body probably cares but just wanted to let you guys know. Till next time byeeeee!!!