💓My Baby Boy💓ColbyxJake ddlb

Chapter Three

Jake's POV

"I knew you guys where gay!" Aaron exclaimed. Everyone laughed at his comment.

"I'm fine with that. Just don't steal my best friend." said Sam.

"Cool. Just don't break each others hearts then it will be weird around here." Corey stated.

"So you guys are cool with it" I said. They all nodded in aggrement. It was around 10:30 so we all decided to watch a scary movie.

Time skip

We where about 45 minutes into the movie. Colby had his arm around my neck and I  had my head in his shoulder. I got scared and hid my face in his neck. I was starting to slip in my little space. He must have noticed because he whispered

"Is my baby boy sleepy"

"Yes daddy" I whispered back.

"Well me and Jake are gonna head to bed goodnight guys"

"Goodnight" they all replied. We walked up the stairs and once we got to where no one could we us daddy picked me up. I loved the feeling of his strong arms holding me close. I rested my head on his chest. We got to my room and daddy put me down. I whimpered at loss of contact. He picked me out a onzie and started to undress me. I covered my body with my arms.

"Don't hide baby your so hansome" I slowly moved my arms down. He look down and smirked. Then finished put to on my onzie. He picked me up and spun me around. I started giggling like crazy.

"Aww listen to my baby boys giggles. So adorable." daddy said. I love him. Wait... did I just say I love him. I guess daddy saw me stop smiling and get a surprised face.

"What's wrong prince."

"Nofin daddy"

"Okay baby but tell me if anything's wrong okay?"

"Owtay daddy."

"Okay my sleepy boy time for bed."

"And cuddles?"

"Of course my love." We layed down and cuddled he ran his hand through my hair. I slowly let sleep consume me.

Colbys POV

I was running my hands thru his hair when I heard light snores. I looked down at my sleeping beauty. He's so adorable. I love him wait... did I just say I love him.

Time skip

I have been awake for a few hours now. I have tried to sleep but can't. All of a sudden Jake starts to move and whimper.

"Daddy? Please dont leave!" He says in his sleep.

 I slowly rub my hand on his back. He started to move more. I think he's having a nightmare. I start to shake him. He is not waking up. I start shaking him harder. He still wasn't waking up. So kissed him and continued to rub his back he slowly. He woke up after a second of that. He started to cry. I pulled him into my lap and rubbed his back. 

Jake's POV

I was having a nightmare about daddy leaving me. I was so scared. Until I felt daddy kissing me. I thought he didn't love me. I woke up and couldn't help but cry he pulled me into his lap. He started rubbing my back. It's all good. I slowly started to calm down and get myself together. I hate crying in front of people. It makes me feel vulnerable and weak. I wish I could make all my problems go away. I slowly get off Colby. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I shut the door and lock it. I have to do it. I'm not my little space right now. I only do this in my big space. Little me is yelling at me not to do it. I know that he doesn't like it but, it helps the pain go away. It makes everything disappear for a second. Makes the world stop. I pull out the small box I keep under my bathroom sink. I slowly opened the box and pull out the contents. I love drawing. Especially at night. When nobody is awake and I'm alone. This feeling like I'm being released. I start to draw. It feels good. To get it all out. The unloved feeling. I know that Colby will probably never loved me. I draw for a while. Until I hear a knock at the door.

Sorry about the short chapter. And that I haven't updated in a while. I'm going to try an update once a week maybe more. I hope I can update soon. Bye for now.