💓My Baby Boy💓ColbyxJake ddlb

Chapter Two

Jake's POV

I pulled away from our hug. He looked at me like I was the only boy in the world. The tears started to resurface. He must of saw them because he kissed me. (The italic writing is colby's POV.)

He was tense at first and I was scared he didn't feel the same. I am in love with this boy. He is the only one for me. He slowly melted into the kiss. It was like my eyes where open for the first time. I could get lost in his eyes for hours. I just wanna hold him. Jake struggles with so many things. I don't think he knows I know. The things he does. In the night. All alone. I just wanna be there for him. Tell him everything's gonna be okay.

I was scared at first I thought this was all a dream. I slowly melted into the kiss. His lips where so soft and pink. I don't want Colby to know about what goes on with me. When I'm alone. Without anyone.

His lips are so soft. I love the feeling of his body touching mine. I wish I could just stay like this with him. Forever...

We slowly pulled away. I look down and realized I'm still in my onzie. I want to cry but not right now in front of him. I move my arms from his shoulders and pull up my blanket so you can't see my onzie.

"We need to talk" he says.

"If you don't wanna be friends anymore I get it. I'm always alone all the time people don't notice but, I'm ok." I say with a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Jake, I will never stop being your friend and I will always be here for you. I know more than you think. I will always notice you. You are one of the only people I notice." he wipes the tear from my cheek.

"Do you have a caregiver?" he asks.

I look away and slowly shake my head no. This is so embarrassing. I hate this feeling. The vulnerability. I hate letting people in. They always hurt me.

"You do now." He says with a smirk and kisses me with those wonderful lips of his. We pull away for air.

"Dada" I ask slipping into my space.

"Can we pwese have cuddles and watch mowies."

"Yes, baby boy." I giggle at my new nickname. We watch movies and cuddled for a while. I loved every second of it.

"I have to go back to my room until everyone gets home so we can tell them about us."

"Can we not tell them about me being a little" I say slipping into my big space because this topic is important.

"Of course when ever your ready love."

"Owtay daddy!"

"Okay baby I'm gonna need you to go in your big space since the roommates don't know."

"Okay" I said. He came over and pulled me on his hip I snuggled into the crook of his neck. We got down stairs and chilledon the couch till everyone got home.

Lil time skip

Where all in the living room it's time to tell them. I have really bad anxiety. I can feel my chest starts tighten. It's like the world around me stopping. Everyone is focusing on me. I can't breathe. It's like someone is squeezing their hand around my heart. I start to breathe really quickly. I think Colby noticed because he grabbed my hand. I was sweating like crazy. So I let go. I I'm so scared. What if they don't like us any more? What happens if we have to leave? Where will we live? Will Colby still like me? Colby grabs my hand again.

"I know we haven'twent over rules yet so I'm going to let this one slide but don't brake anymore or I will punish you."

"Yes daddy" I say quietly in his ear. I look up at everyone. They weren't paying attention to us. Until I said

"Me and Colby are dating." The whole room went quiet. Then someone spoke.

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Sorry these chapters are short. They will get longer as it goes further in the story. Comment and vote. Also tell me mistakes in the story. Luv ya boo.