Pyrrhia High School

This feeling called Jealousy

Winter's pov;

My still knuckles still hurt from punching my desk when I went home last night. I don't know why I wanted her so much. If this is what liking someone meant, then I didn't want to like anyone. I wanted to punch myself for thinking that. It's not Moon's fault that Qibli was trying to make a move. It's mine for not trying. I was in the cafeteria and for some reason sitting with Moon and Qibli.

He was laughing so much from what Deathbringer had just done for Glory. I wish I had the guts to do that for Moon, but I can't sing at all. Anyway, I just continued eating my lunch and Moon seemed to notice I was upset.

"What's wrong Winter?" she asked.

"Nothing, just tired from last night" I answered.

I could not tell her the real reason. She smiled and shook her head.

"You can tell me anything you know?"

I know... I thought.

I just looked away and played with my food. Qibli laughed,

"Come on Winter! Tell us what's wrong."

"No! Some people don't want to talk about their secrets! So just leave me alone!" I shouted.

They stared at me. Moon's eyes were wide and Qibli was just angry. Moon lowered her eyebrows, got up and left.

"Not cool man" Qibli said and got up and chased after Moon. As he did that, I got that feeling again.

Jealousy.

I punched the table and my knuckles started aching more. I got up and ran outside the school.
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I sat in the shadows away from the front door. I had my hands tangled in my hair and my eyes closed tightly. Then I heard talking. I opened my eyes and looked up. A couple of metres away I saw Moon and Qibli talking at a table. Moon looked sad and I hated it. Her upset makes me want to wrap my arms around her, wipe away the tears and apologize for everything.

Then, I noticed Qibli was getting inches closer to her every five seconds. Then he was to close. Much to close...

I saw Moon frown at him and looked away but he gently spun her head around and went for a kiss.

I was already running towards them. They were so close. Moon wasn't doing anything to stop it. But I was. I got there and punched him hard in the face.

"OWWWW!" he cried putting a hand on his cheek. I just stood there, fire in my eyes. Moon had her hands covering her mouth and she was looking at me. I stared into her eyes, her deep green eyes. I saw disappointment. I saw she wasn't happy. "What is your problem Winter!!!" Qibli shouted. "Shut up cactus licker!" I cursed. Moon stood up. "Winter! Stop it! Just tell us what's happening and we can help!" she said. "It's nothing OK! I thought he was going to hurt you!" I shouted back. "I would never!" Qibli said. "I said shut up!" I roared. "Winter this is no way to behave, please...your scaring me."

When Moon said that I stopped and looked at her. She was scared, hurt. I hated to see her in any negative emotion. All of a sudden, I wrapped my arms around her and locked our foreheads together. "I'm sorry for everything," I whispered, "Don't be scared, I would never hurt you..."

Then I let her go and walked off, I got my stuff from my locker and everything else and just left. I don't care if I get caught or get in trouble or anything, I was not staying here. Moon deserves to be with someone better then me. Someone who wasn't weak and a coward. Someone who, wasn't me.

So I left, and I didn't come back to school for another week or so. And I honestly didn't care.

One week later- Friday