Worth It ( A Sammy Wilk Fanfic)

Chapter 9: A New Beginning

"Sammy..." My voice cracked. I felt myself feeling hurt. You know that feeling you get when you finally get to see someone who you haven't seen in the longest, but then imagine feeling worse since you left off on bad terms? That's exactly how I felt when I looked at him. But see, it's not like looking at any other person. He's not any other person. It's looking at him. When I looked at him straight in the eye and he looked back I felt a connection. I felt the connection of us. Us.

Yeah, us... The us that happened a while back, but we blew up. Could the "us" I think about possibly be ruined?

"Katherine..." He says in a low voice basically only I could have heard since I was closest person to him. I thought for a second. I don't know, should I do this? Is this it the right thing to do? What if he doesn't feel the same way? Worse... What if he has a girlfriend? What if he hates me now?

"Can we talk for a minute?" I asked.

He looked at me with a confused face. "What for? We have nothing to talk abo-" I cut him off, "shut up, Sam. Please..." I whined. He nodded his head. He opened the door for me as I was about to walk out I looked back at Cameron who was staring. Well everyone was staring, but I only focused on Cam. I'm pretty sure he knew I was looking at him for permission to talk to Sam, he gave me a thumbs up as a confirmation. I walked out and he shut it when he exited the room. We walked to the end of the hallway where no one could see us and no one was there.

"I think we should talk somewhere else, I feel like someone will 'stalk' us in a way." He said. I agreed. "Let's go to my room then?" I asked and he agreed. We walked into the elevator.

Complete silence. Nothing. Not a word said. We walked out of the elevator and went straight to my room.

I opened the door with my key. We both entered and we stood in front of each other. Just looking at him brings back all the memories, the good and the bad. It hurts.

Just looking at someone remembering how you first met, your first date, your first kiss...

I turned around, my back facing him. I walked over to the window looked out and I started to cry. I guess he heard my small sobs and walked over to me. He puts his hands of my shoulders, "what's wrong?" He asked me. "I just missed you so much, Sammy. It's been so hard without you. You were the person who made me happy no matter the situation. Every Time I see you anywhere actually, such as on Twitter, on TV, on Vine... I just feel like I'm missing a part of me." I pause, trying to hold back tears. Trying to be strong not showing him my weak side, but I fail. "You. It was always you, Samuel. You're my missing part." I say.

He looks at me. He's giving me the stare. Dammit. I hate it, it makes me feel guilty in someway. Especially that stare, it makes me feel like he doesn't feel the same way. He looks away for a bit and looks back at me. He started to rub his eyes and I can tell he had to let out a few tears, he immediately embraced me in for a hug. "Kathy... You've been on my mind ever since that day. I feel stupid for breaking up with you. You were always the person who made me smile. You were such a good girlfriend and ever since that day I've been regretting losing you. It's been so hard and I'm glad we are talking things through. I meet so many fans a day, but yet you're the only one for me. I can't imagine my life without you Kathy. I still love you." He says, but I look away after he said those 4 last words. He lifted my chin and forced eye contact. "You have to believe me, I need a second chance to prove to you that I've changed for the good." He pleaded. I smiled and nodded as I jumped and wrapped my arms around him. "Oh my gosh, I'm so glad I have my world in my arms." I giggled. "Yeah me too... But I mean you haven't asked me a question..."

"Ah, you're right."

Sammy got down on one knee and held my hand in his. "Katherine Rose Dallas will you be my girlfriend?" He asked.

"Yes!" I say as he stood up and hugged me. He kissed my cheek and I was yet happy again. I'm happy. I'm relieved. I have him. He's mine.