Worth It ( A Sammy Wilk Fanfic)

Chapter 32: J.

I needed to get away from everything and everyone. I never felt so offended, she bought up my family problems and like any other person whose parents are separated, it's a sensitive topic. Everyone just watched her talk to me like that, especially Sammy. I know I shouldn't think about him, but I do. I mean that part of the whole brainwashed thing, it upset me too. How are you just going to listen to her talk about our past? I mean he didn't just keep the relationship for me, he did it for us. If he wasn't happy with me, he would've left since the beginning. I'm glad Jack was there to defend me, though. Sammy just deadly kept starring at me while she was running her mouth. I felt helpless by the person who's dealt with me for over a year. I felt lost in a way... Imagine relying on a person and trusting them with every little thing, but then that being shattered because they change. Sammy may seem like the ideal boyfriend... he can be, but I feel like he's hard to talk to in bad situations. I need someone to talk to after my long days. I need someone to be willing to help me by giving me advice or being there for me. People just don't understand, they say they feel sorry, but it's difficult to understand what we're going through. We're not your typical relationship and it bothers me when people say they know how I feel. I have so many insecurities, the girls I'm surrounded or introduced to are so fit and I'm just thick, sure my stomach isn't huge but it's not flat either. When Yovanna came into Sam's picture you better believe I felt terrible about myself, I felt like it had to do with the things I worry about, I don't know. I'm so upset and I don't know what I can do to help me feel better. And then my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door...

"Go away, leave me alone." I say.

"Kathy please open, I want to talk." Jack G says.

"I'm upset, Jack. Please leave." I say.
And that's when I heard nothing reply.

I'm glad someone knows what "leave me alone" means. Well I'm kind of tired so I guess I'll take a nap.

Jack G's POV:
Kathy told me to leave her alone, but that's impossible. I'm going to do something great for her. I've known her for a while now, but I just realized my feelings for her. Call me crazy, but I really like her and I only want the best for her. As an eighteen year old guy with nothing to do on a Sunday afternoon, I shall go find something to do that has to do with Kathy. I get in my car and cruse around to see what I could find to help Kathy.

I figured I would go to the mall to find something. I walked around trying to figure out what she'd like and then it clicked. That girl likes to shop at American Eagle, Hollister, Pink, etc. I stepped foot into Pink first and looked around. I was having a hard time trying to get her something because I'm not a girl so I don't know what she would want...

"Need help, sir?" An employee asked.

"A little bit..." I chuckle.

"What can I help you with? And by the way I'm Jessica." She smiled.
The employee was blonde with green eyes in her early twenties.

"Hi Jessica, I'm Jack. Well I'm actually here to get my girlfriend something, she's not feeling well and I just want to make her happy."

"Well can I see a picture of her?" She asks.

"Yes." I say as I pull out my phone and show her a selfie Kathy took when she spammed my phone with selfies.

"She's beautiful! Here I have a few things in mind." She starts to walk away so I follow.

"I believe she would like this gray and black hoodie, does she like to bum out?" She laughs.

"Actually yes, now that I think about it, yes." I laugh with her.

"Excellent and by the way, this is $43.79."

"That's fine, can you find a perfume for her or something?" I ask.