Who are you behind the veil?

5

I decided to wear a grey crop top with white ripped jeans. It was chill, but kinda hot.

I can't believe I'm saying things like that. I'm obviously not in love with him, because I barely know him. But he put me nervous and anxious, but in a very good way. It feels so nice.

But not everything is pink. When the bell rings, I have to go to Maths, where it's Ally. She stares at me for a whole minute, then she roll her eyes and doesn't sit with me, breaking the tradition we had since 5th grade.

There are people who don't care when people get angry with them, or who act like they don't, when they really do, but prefer to wait till the person return to normal, or simply let people go. I'm not like that. I'd rather lose my pride than lose anyone. I know that it isn't healthy, but it's the truth.

I went where she was but she stopped me
-Don't want to talk to you
-Why? Ally, what happened?
-Why is it that you can't be just one day without me? Today I don't want to talk to you
-But something happened?
Then, Sophia, one of Ally's best friends, stood at me, intimidating me with her sharpen look. She herself was already intimidating. All boys were behind here. She was very attractive, she had a really small body, but although it's not very common, she handles to have enormous boobs in that little body. She knows very well she's hot, and she's always manipulating people. I've always tried to keep her away. She's a drama queen, and if she wants to, she can ruin you. No idea why Ally hang out with her.
Sometimes, I don't understand Ally. She's a very good person, but she's obsessed with being popular. But when I start thinking about those things, I realized Ally would probably be popular if she weren't my best friend, I feel like a burden, once again. But anyways, I just can't understand the needing of being popular, just like her can't understand my trusting issues.
Well, back to the story, stood at me and said;

-you're just like a chewing gum, sticky. You should be more independent, you know? You're being very annoying.

Then I just walked away. I didn't want to respond that. What she said was mean, but actually it was true. I want to be more independent, but sometimes I think that just myself it's not enough. I'm starting to have an attack of anguish. I dry my tears quickly, I hate people see me cry. I can have my issues, but that's not other people business. The least I want is to be seen like a girl with problems. In high school, is better to pretend that your life is the best, no one wants to hear you in deep.

The day pass, but I couldn't stop thinking in Ally. It's okay, we don't have to be together all time. But it wasn't only that. She was being aggressive, something had happened, I was sure.

I was taking my history book out of the locker when Matt approached. I had completely forgotten about our date. I was going to cancel, I wasn't in the mood to do anything. But before I start talking he says.
-It's going to be fun today-. Then he stop talking and he looks at me- Hey, what's wrong?
-Nothing I'm fine
-I don't think so, you look sad, you can tell me. I'm a good listener
-just an argue with my best friend, it's nothing really.
-Well, there's nothing a good ice cream can't solve. See you in the parking lot at 3, ok?
-ok!

It is impressive how a person can raise the whole mood. That had never happened to me before with anyone. Obviously I haven't forgotten all the problem with Ally, but at this minute it seems minor. I have thought a million times what could I have done, but I'm not a fortune teller, and we're not kids anymore, if she wants, she can tell me why, I apologize and we solve it, but if not, I can't do anything else.

at 3pm I went to the parking lot where he was waiting me in front of an electric blue car. It was a really good car, an Audi almost new, very classy for a highschooler. We get in the car and after giving several instructions so he could go to the cafe (he said Seattle it's quite a mess, but I think he just has bad orientation) when we finally got there. I wasn't really hungry, I bought a strawberry ice cream, but he bought the biggest ice cream of chocolate I ever seen. His face was stained with ice cream and I wiped it with my finger. Then I regretted it, but he was already smiling in a way that could only be charming.