Who are you behind the veil?

7

Helena P.O.V
He kissed me. It was smooth and fast, and he slightly softly bite my lip. I was so turn on.

Then we talk, as if anything had happened between us. But it had happened. I had given my first kiss to an incredible boy. And I didn't regret it, at all.

It was time to go home. I had planned to take the bus, but Matt said he didn't mind to take me home.

We stop somewhere in the middle of nothing. He looked at me a starts kissing me, desperately, It felt like it was wrong, but so good at the same time. He start kissing my neck, licking it slowly. He tries to take my shirt of, touching me softly. But I stopped him there, I just don't feel prepare. I pushed him gently

-Please, stop
-why? This is so good
-I don't want too
-cmon, you're 16, everything we're doing is normal
-I just don't want to
-Fine!-. He said a little bit violently-. It's fine, I'm sorry, I guess I will take you to your house now
-ok

We spent the rest of the way in silence, it was incredibly uncomfortable, I did not even look at it. Maybe I should have allowed him, after all it would not be anything otherworldly. But I just don't feel like it.

In my house I decided to call Ally. We must solve things, I missed her and it didn't make sense to be fought. She answered me almost immediately.
-Hey, can we talk?
-I think so
-What happened Ally? Why are you acting so weird?
-Oh my gosh, you take everything so seriously
-Well, I was worried
-Everything is fine. But tell me, how about your date? It was today wasn't?
And I told her everything about the afternoon
-Oh my gosh, are you ok?
-Yes, I guess
-Well, I understand he's mad. I mean you're 16. When you assume you'll loose your virginity?
-Calm down Ally. Just today I gave my first kiss. And I don't know nothing about sex
-Before I did it for the first time, me neither. You learn by practice, if you know what I mean
-Gross
-And after all, It's better if you walk away from him, the gossips says he only means danger
-Really?
-Yeah, I have heard he was expelled of his old school for bad behavior. Just imagine what he could have done
-I don't know, I thought he was nice
-Ashley, who is from California and he knew him before, said he was tricky, first acting like an innocent boy, but deep down he's just a fuck boy. He played with feelings and trick a lot of girls. As if you weren't easy to deceive, you were obviously his next prey
-Hey!
-You know it's truth, I say it only because I love you and I want to see you happy. Not with an asshole. And I want you to have an affair with some hot guy, but with someone who worth it.

We talked a little more and then we cut. I have a lot of things in my mind. All those things about Matt.

Who is he? Is the sweet guy I met? Or what they said he is? I don't know. I know that I have to take care my feelings, but nothing really interesting happens on my life, and I'm really hook with this guy. I thing for once in my life I'll let things flow.