Who are you behind the veil?

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Ally's P.O.V
Technically I didn't lie to her. I would never lie to my best friend, I just tricked the truth a little. It's for her sake, and for mine.

I've been at Helena's disposal all my life, I've stopped doing a million things for her. What I did wasn't wrong, I repeat for me, she owes it to me.

The first time I saw Matt Turner was at Sean's party. He took me out to dance. He was an awful dancer, but his beauty made up for it. Then, later that night, when I had already arrived at my house, He requested to follow me, and I, obviously accepted. If there is something I do a lot is fantasize and I end up disillusioned very often. This time I had many illusions, many for a single dance. But of something small I can form something bigger, something amazing. If I want something, I got it.

And this time I wanted Matt Turner.

Then, my shy best friend Helena told me about this mysterious guy he was cheating with. When she show me who was he, I got very pissed. I didn't want to talk to her for a while, and she almost die of anguish and she apologized a lot. I felt sorry and a little guilty, so I forgive hay, anyway she didn't know I was interested in the same guy.

Besides, I decided it was easier to convince her that Matt was not a good boy. What is not a lie, I've heard that a couple of times. It's better that way, Helena will be better off with a good, innocent guy who always follows the rules, and I'll be better off with a guy who can excite me, for his reputation he must be a beast in bed.

Helena is very easy to control. I don't manipulate her, I only help her choose the best for both of us. If she weren't with me I don't know what she would do, she would fall into the hands of a bully who would have her doing everything she wanted. Many times I would like to get rid of it, stop her from following everywhere and ask me to make any decision, all my others friends press me to do it, they said that I give her a lot, and she only takes. But I love her too much to leave it lying in her darkness, and deep down I know that my friends are wrong, Helena gives me the double of what I give her.

Maybe I'm just a bad person, who makes bad decisions. But I swear I'll get what I want; Matt Turner inside of me.