Who are you behind the veil?

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Matt P.O.V
"Maybe we're all broken, and that's how the light gets in, how we all share our lights to the world"
I actually love this quote lol

I acted badly, I succumbed to my impulses. I don't know what I have with her, but it's more than just attracting me. I love her way of speaking, how her nose wrinkles and how he seems afraid of everything, but when she's with me we are superhumans capable of doing anything. She's afraid of almost everything, and I don't want him to fear me. I must go slowly. I don't know why I care so much about her, it never happened to me before.

My psychologist told me that since my mom left, I'm afraid to have serious love relationships, with someone who I truly care about (don't wanna talk about love, I think I'm incapable to really love someone, like realllllllyyy, I never felt it, for anyone, not even my father or myself. And my mom was a bitch) My psychologist says that's why I jumped from girl to girl. But with Helena is different, I don't want to leave her, I want to protect her, I want her to be alright.

My dad always taught me not to cry in public, better if you don't cry at all, if they see your weaknesses, the wolves attack. But in her looks sexy. But the only time I got really sad, no one cared. That's why, on the surface, I'm not afraid of anyone or anything. Like a monster without soul.

Note from the author: I'm sorry this is kind of bullshits. I swear I'm not run up for ideas. It just I'm with finals and I can't even sleep. Please forgive me💓