My Secret Crush♡

Chapter 1

   Being bisexual isn't an easygoing.  You are always aware of your surroundings.
Because yaa.... there are boys in here and girls.

If your straight and in all boys school you really won't mind if you don't look good.

But when you are bi... everything matters..

That doesn't means that I knew who I was... just a curious.

I would just appreciate a guy in my mind like....

yaa he looks good...

yaa he plays good ....

or yaa his hairs are good...

or yaa he has gorgeous eyes....

And I always thought to myself I appreciate boys because I'm such a good person.

And I was just soooooo wronnngggg...

I thought it was normal ... until my first series 'I am your king'

When I first kissed a boy. Not an actual kiss it was just a dry one.
My co actors would say

"That was gross"

And I would say
"Yaa true"

But I didn't actually feel that way about it ....

I felt it good...

From that day everything change. If any other guy even kept his hand on my shoulder or hugged me,holds my hand
My sub conscious mind would go on an alarming rate.

I was aware of every touch on my body...

But that was not what conforming  about me being bisexual.

It happened when I go a crush on a guy on our first day of workshop.

It was just a casual day for me. My coactor was good person. It's was a bl series so a sort of nervous.

Looking  around our main lead actor was late.....with whom nong perth was about to coupled with ...

Then he came...

A short pants and shirt.
Showing his milk white legs.
When I looked at his face.... I gasped  HE WAS SO GORGEOUS!!!

I lost it...

Saint his name was....

I would be just so desperate to attend lbc workshop it made me crazy....

Evenly I knew I had crush on him...so hard

I had crush before but on girls only...
Hell.. I had girlfriends.
Three of them...
Never had a boyfriend because before p'saint came in my life I never knew I was bi....

He made me realise it.....
But the worst part is he is paired with my dear nong..

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Thanks for reading and please vote.

I was just going through PS pics and I found some Marksaint pic and I found them adorable. So I had an idea about Mark having crush on Saint...
It will be totally my imagination and only Mark's POV
We won't know what's in Saint's mind.😉
I hope you'll enjoy...
Thank you♡