My Secret Crush♡

Chapter 14

After informing her assistant p'nana and I sat on sofa ready for me to revelation of my... of our story.

I told her how we met, became friends and how we were kept separated due to our cp.
Leaving the kiss portion aside Ofcourse...
Who says that?

"Okay so it's the friends part is over now begin the boyfriend part of story"

"We are not.."

"You are not... but why?"
She says looking shock

"Well I think that's it"
I stood up to leave.

"I saw you two kiss ..on mouth Yaa. And I also hear what you both where talking about when we were sitting on couch "

"Where are your manners!"
I'm angry how could she just...

"Well we were in public place and I was only inches away from you guys"
She said calmly and motions me to take my seat .
I did as I was told.

"So.. I just want to say is that. You should make him your boyfriend "

"Why? Do you think it's that important? Can't you see our career depends on that a single thing out and..."

"And the end of your career blah blah"
She sigh
"You see it doesn't has to be in public and being an actor doesn't means that you shouldn't be with someone you love"

"I still think its risky and why the hell are you suggesting me something like that?"

"Well I root for you two.."

"Whatever "
But I feel good..

"Oye Mark come we have been called on stage "
P'gun enters the room

"You go.. Gun he is coming with me within a second"
P'nana says to p'gun who now looks at me to her and nods and left.

I make my way to leave but she hold my hand
"Listen Mark. You both are famous now and you very well know it that you both are going to drift in two different direction the point is make your confirm space in his life that even if you broke apart he always has a reason to comeback to you again and again. And make sure it happens before things get out of you reach. Good luck"

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"I firmly agree with this p'nana she has a point"
Nat says looking up from the books .

"What do you think, James?"

" I dont think it matters"

Finally someone thinks the same like me ..

He continues
"But.. think about it. What if someone asks him out and they started dating"

"Saint will never do that to me.."

"What if he has no choice but had to because he doesn't has a confirm relationship"
Nat says.

"Yes Mark. And now that you are a star there must be someone who has ask you out what was your answer"
Nat closes her book and gives me an 'answer me stare'.

"Uh"

I remember not three days ago. I was meeting my coactors from 'with love series'
And one of the girl did ask me if I want to go out with her.
I was dumbstruck and she took it as an hint and left me alone.

"When I didn't answer her that she left me.. see I haven't dated anyone"

"Because she understood that you have someone else but what if she was an as*hole and forced you to go. Then what would be your answer?"
Nat says

"But you can see it on all social media he has been bullied for having new cp and in all this chaos you both insist on me asking him for relation.. I dont think it's a good idea"

"Remember last time when he suddenly maintained his distance from you. Just because he thought you will as well ignore him like others"
James is right. Even if we did have sort out that thing but nobody know what will happen in future.

I was pulled out of my thought by my phone ringing.

"Wait a sec"

●"Hello"
○"P'mark?"
●" Yes nong? What happened?"
○"About the series I wanted to talk to you about it"
●"Ohh yes .. me too okay I'll pick you up after school"
○"okay bye"

"N'Perths call, he wants to talk so I should leave now"
I say while packing my belongings

"So what have you decide?"
Nat asks

"I'm gonna try,Will wait for right time"

"Good. And dont wait too long"

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"We are going to be couple now...."
Said Perth

We are in my car and dont want to go somewhere as some fans will noticed us.
So I parked my car to an deserted Roadway.

"Well may be they will make us kiss"

"Oh god I dont want to..."
Said Perth sinking in his seat

"Well I can see myself kissing numerous boys already .."
I smile at him

"Dont you feel its weird.. "

"Its work Nong.. work "
He doent reply so I continue
"And I know you prefer P'saint over me"

"Its not about preference its about ...well it's just that I'm use to him.. that's it".

He pause looks at me deep in my eyes..
And then slaps his hand on his head
"Eww.. i can't even imagine it. He says "

Me too..
But if both of us will disagree this important series can slip of our hands.
Perth gets out of car I do the same. The deserted grounds had stretch and stretch of green grass blown by wind.

"We have to go it for our good career"

"Yes Career"
He pause and sits on ground I join him as well.

"Whatever we do starts from our good career and ends on same.
Its like being an actor you can't be yourself and just to act the way people want you to know"

I look at him shock
"That was Deep nong..I never thought you could think that way after such a short amount of time in industry"

"I know and I'm not standing on my morals that's the worst thing"
He gave me a sad smile

And I realized he is referring to Saint.
I want to continue talking about him but I dont want to reveal much so...

"Want some treat??"
I stood up and stretch my hand for him.
He smiles and take it.
"Sure"

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Sorrrrryyyy....

Mark cried at 2wisheverlasting.
I think it's because he is missing someone... Who knows?
I know I'm too much of shiper.
And about next chapter it will be update next week(I hope so)
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