My Secret Crush♡

Chapter 8

Mid vacation ends and I'm desperate to meet Saint.
Well.... we have shared our first kiss and he did told me that he didn't regret it so I'm excited and all.

We haven't really talk much during vacation as I was a bit scared to talk after our kiss.

We did chatted late till some nights about random stuff but hardly mentioning about kiss.

And tomorrow he is not going to pick me up for uni as his mom is dropping him off.

So I have to deal with my motorbike and it's long time the last I rode it.

Feels weird..

Well me and Saint are going to meet after our lectures gets over.

Me and James wait for them at table when he and p'top arrives.

Saint talks to me casually as if nothing has happen between us his casual old self.

Before they been here James questioned me alot.
He wanted to know if we had done any progress..
I lied him.

After lunch we all headed to our dorm.

Saint invited me to study with him at library. I agreed to him.

We study for about 3 hours then we went to have our dinner and back to our dorm.

At night I confess James about kiss and he got way to excited.
But then I told him about Saints normal behavior.

"He doesn't want to ruin your friendship "

I nod.
I can understand but that thought ends on this that ....
"Do you think he dislikes me?"

"Well... not exactly dislikes because as per you said you shared a passion kiss so that means ..."

He pause
"He used you.."

"What?"
Anger hits me when James started laughing
I was about to punch him on face

"Dude.. cool down.. I was just joking "
He laugh a bit more.

"Stop it! Okay I didn't found it funny"

"Okay I'm sorry I'll be serious this time"

I ignored him and started changing my clothes

He continue
"I guess he must have a good reason to ignore it..maybe its related to your upcoming series "

That can make sense..

I didn't respond to James.

At night I laid on bed and thought alot about Saint.

"Dude... are you awake?"
James called out for me in complete darkness

"Yes"
I reply

"It was just... you know things between Pang and me..
They are complicated"

"Hm... I was seeing that coming "
I knew that James now spends his major time with me. I knew he was having problems with his girlfriend.

"We taking a break from it "

"Yup.. sounds good"
For sake I knew they won't last long

"Hm "
There was a long silence then he continued
"You are thinking of him right?"

"The ignoring thing... why would he do that?..."

"Keep yourself in his shoes. If things escalate between you two and end abruptly.. you would lose a beautiful friendship "

"Yaa that right.. what do you think  I should do?"

"Go with flow.. that would be best"

"Yaa"
Go with flow.