My Secret Crush♡

Chapter 9

There where a few events in row for Lbc and there would be P'mean.
But Saint he was never there...

When asked our mangers would tell 'he's busy'

Well not that I ask them that, it's just people would mention Saint's name and my ears would alert and turn in their direction

I never had guts to ask it myself... well I'm a pussy you can say. I won't argue.

And the thought crossed my mind to text and ask if it was true?

But I reminds myself of that one time
Early morning dishearted of the tension growing between us I texted him
●Good morning

I regret it the moment I send it.
I waited... waited for the whole freaking day.

I lost it. And it only added to my misery and I gave up hope.

I was checking my phone for text between lectures on field between game of football and eventually I stop.

At night though, there was a text
Which said
○Good night🌙

I stared at it just could believe it and then like a teenage girl in love I was grinning ...

I was way too happy it would just be relevant that he texted but happy because there was a moon at end of text.
It made me feel as if he knew I was waiting for his text and he took an extra effort to do it.

So that's why I dont text him.
Anymore.

At last after two months of ignoring game we are going to meet face to face.

It's cold outside of course December is just about to start.

Mae made me where this itchy blue sweater with white  snowflakes in between which grandma made.
Red one for phi and I very well know he will adore it but won't wear at all.
That's the problem being youngest... people will make you do things elders usually avoid.

Perth sits down next to me on sofa we are at agency's common room. I dont gave him a look but I'm playing my clash war game online.
So I just say
"Whatsup"
Without looking up.

He was called in main office earlier to discuss something I did give a damn.

"We are going to meet P'saint tomorrow"
He says scrolling through this Instagram.

My heart stops and then there are thunderstorms going on in my chest.
I take a deep break to relax myself but no use.
I'm tempt to ask
"Why? How? What?"

But I don't, instead I go with
"Oh, why are you telling me.."

"I thought you where close to him"

My heart is going to jump out of my chest  landing in front of us and do thunder dance.

Beep

Beep

Beep..

My phone vibrates vigorously in my hand.
And I realized we are losing the game and my clan members are threatening me to do some thing.
"Okay.. okay "
I say out aloud.

"What!"
Perth sounds suprise.

"Game god damn, oh no!.. no ..no no no... we are losing .... shit"
We lose just because of me now they will never let me play with them.

I frown loosening my body against sofa.
Suddenly I remember about Saint. I want to asking him but how do i start.

"About P'saint.."
He says
But what's his problem?