Brandon's POV
I'm hoping I can make it out alive in this cruel world that I supposedly live in. I'm always trapped in my own thoughts. I can never just have a nice moment to myself without thinking about death.
Brandon got up and asked Carson for a backwood to smoke his thoughts and feelings away. Carson felt that Brandon might be regretting what they did about a week ago. Carson asked him what's his problem.
"Dawg I feel like we did the dumbest decision by killing that guy when he didn't do jack shit to us. Like take a moment in that guy's shoes. He probably had a family who loved him dearly and our dumbasses took him out for only money", I explained to him.
Carson looked like he was deep in thought, but shrugged it off.
That shit pissed me off. Carson has always been a nonchalant ass motherfucker ever since I met him. But you can't change someone.
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phone chimes
Brandon groans from the position he was sleeping and reached for his phone.
"Bro who the fuck is texting me this late", Brandon said with anguish.
"OH SHIT! CARSONNN! CARSON GET YO METHHEAD ASS IN HERE BRO", Brandon yelled.
"Bro what?"
"The cops found the body"
"So? It's not like we left anything there so they won't be able to find us"
Carson had an idea until...
"Aye have you seen my juul bruh", Carson asked.
"Nah why?"
"I haven't seen it since the- OH FUCK NO"
"Please don't fuckin' tell me you left that shit at the dude's house"
Carson kept quiet
"Oh. My. Fucking. GOD"
"I got an idea. We'll just go over there and look for it"
"No. We'll just text the dude who told us to do the "mission" look for it"
"Or that"
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Brandon thought all night about the what ifs and just thought so bad about himself. It kept him up all night.
phone chimes
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Hey, it's your mother i'm worried about you and i love you. Sorry i never told you that. I'm sorry for making you feel like you have no support system. You mean so much to me. I miss you son and i'll always will love. Mom
Brandon started tearing' up. He mom left him 5 years due to drugs. She wanted a better life so she left him to recover. His mom use to beat him a lot and it was so much for Brandon to handle. To top it off, his father cheated on his mother with a ugly ass bimbo.
Brandon
I miss you too mom. You'll always be the light of my life. I wanna see you and just hug you. You mean the world to me and I don't ever wanna let you go again. I love you mom.
Brandon fell right back to sleep and thought about his mom to take his mind off of what happened.
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Next day
Brandon got up and felt like shit. He decided to pop some xans and just wait for a feeling of happiness.
"dawg you okay"
"nah bro. if my mom was to find out i linked with one of her old friends to do a CRIME she'll disown me"
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A.N
so um i know it's been awhile. the chapters are gonna be better just pray on it. please comment on who i should do a pov on next and please vote. Ty!
