~Time skip to when they introduce Remus~
BIG TRIGGER WARNING FOR THE REST OF THE BOOK ⚠️
Roman's POV
I tried to give my brother a chance earlier, but I just couldn't. Now he's here and he knocked me out earlier. He's also bothering me in front of the others, and it's working. Maybe they like Remus better, he's not as fat as you are. Shut up.
"So.... you have a brother?" Thomas kind of asked me, more like said in a conflicting tone to me. I sighed in response, "Yeahhh.... its a little like looking into a fun house mirror. But instead of a giant head or like uh long legs and a tiny torso, it shows you everything you don't want to be." "Doesn't sound like a very fun house." "Yeah. But, uh, well, whatever, you know? He's gone now and he's never coming back." I say quickly trying to change the topic about my true feelings. "Oh, n- I don't think that's-" "BYEEEEE!" I sunk out and back into my room.
Weight loss program brochures, weights, and measuring tapes all scattered around my room. Just not skinny enough. I turned to the side and looked in the mirror, not skinny enough. Maybe if you stopped eating as much, you would lose some of that disgusting fat. Maybe I would.
I started skipping meals and pushing myself more on my workouts. I started developing a six-pack! It's not enough! It's not. I was still disgusting. No matter what you do it can never be enough, so follow my instructions. Okay? Good, now get your most trusty fighting dagger. Kay? Go to the bathroom. Got it. To punish yourself for your imperfections, you have to feel physical pain. But I feel hungry. Blood is blood.
YOU ARE READING
Brothers vs. Lovers {Prinxiety & Logicality + Demus} | SHIPSYAAASSSS
FanfictionWhat happens when two feuding brothers their boyfriends and a jealous ex get thrown into a mix together? Kyril and Roman were perfect together. At least that's what Roman's brother, Remus, and Kyril thought. When the two broke up, Roman moved on and...
