I'm trapped within my own self ,
I'm trapped inside my own head where
Thoughts race like there's no end ,
Where there's no way out of that ,
Neither can I say something nor can I express ,
The fear of losing people ,
The fear of causing trouble ,
The fear of crying ,
The fear of lying ,
The fear of smiling ,
The fear of hiding ,
The fears building inside me has brought me to a stage where I can't trust my own self .
The more I think ,
The more I feel depressed .
Whenever I try to get the hell out of the whole mess I made where I never really can .
I keep silence as thoughts keep running in my brain .
Resting my pains and tears
In an old room ,
With no lights,
full of webs ,
On a chair in an corner ,
With Puffed eyes full of tears ,
Loss of appetite ,
Thinking way out of the mess ,
But end up finding nothing !
And thinking
Is this all an illusion? Or am I sick ? .
