She sat beside the window starring out and thinking ,
The inside me is dying in me .....
She's fed up of everything that always makes her feel numb.
The girl inside me always tries to talk about something good and when she tries to mix up with ppl some shit happens and she's all dumb again ,
She wants to cry out loud ,
She wants to speak the things that are going on in her mind haunting her ,
She wants to be free like others ,
She wants to be happy ,
She doesn't want loneliness ,
She doesn't want sadness ,
She wants her life to be perfect ,
She wants ppl to listen to her ,
She needs love ,
She needs some time to be free ,
She needs attention ,
She needs care ,
She knows no one cares about her ,
No one ever gives a damn to her ,
She knows how to handle situations and deal with them but no one ever knows her problems and no one will ever ask her the problems that she faces everyday !!
She keeps on hiding herself ...
She always wonders where is the old version of me vanished ?
She is always going through something which is not destined to happen according to her .
She's just tired of everything...
She's just so tired of herself.
