I'm drowning in a ocean full of thoughts ,
Thoughts that won't get out of my mind ...
Going towards the deep end
Where no one can find me .
I never thought I would go this far ,
But here I am in the middle of nowhere...,
Lost in the ocean of thoughts.
Why is it so that my mind is full of all the junk and bullsh*t ?
Why do I overthink about some sh*t which is not good to think about ?
Why me ?
Why don't other people feel the way I do ?
Does anyone here know how it feels to be broken ?
Deep down here the water is freezing ,
I feel numbness in mee ,
I feel like my bones are starting to freeze,
There's something sending me deeper and deeper .
Somewhere I feared I'd never go .
Someplace I knew I'd never go ,
Someplace I'd never thought of .
A dark place where people think they're weak ,
But I don't want to go there ..
I'm lost in the ocean ...
I'm going somewhere deep down where no one can hear me..
no one can see me.....
I feel like screeming in every fucking way that I could... for someone to come and help me ,
But no one can hear me
Because I don't fuckin' know where I am !!
I don't know where I'm going...
All I know is that, that I'm drowning in my ocean of thoughts !
