Yo Shindo x Reader [English]

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(Art from @yzhm3305 on twitter)

First of all OMFHUGIH how cute is Shindo there I'm just *-* 
Second, I mostly use this artist's art because there isn't much of Shindo and these are really incredible. The majority of their posts are about bnha so if you want more art idk. I felt like saying it because I know most pics I'll use will be from them.

Shindo's POV:

I walked through the streets not really knowing if I was going in the right direction. Not that I cared at the moment. I felt my cheeks burn and a light suffocation thorough my skin. I covered my mouth and cheeks with my hand, repeating in my mind the moment my lips touched her soft skin, remembering her sweet and enchanting smell. Recalling as well the incredibly huge illogical urge I had been repressing almost through the whole day of holding her close to me and feeling her delicate lips. 

What was wrong with me? I had never felt this way towards anyone. I didn't even feel this need of skin contact with anybody else before. The way I had to fight myself and hold back these urges... Although It is true that she never was like anybody else I had ever meet. Clearly beyond average, more intelligent than the rest, or at least that was my perception about her. But again, I was also starting to feel like if my way of seeing her was beginning to be somewhat twisted. I hoped it was like that at least, because if not it meant that I was really fucked. I needed to think that the way I saw her wasn't real, I needed to trick me into believing that she couldn't be that perfect. Anything she did, anything she said, even the little habits she had like always arriving late or looking down every time she blushed. Why did it look extremely cute to me? Why every time she blushed I had to restrict my self from pecking her tender red cheeks? Oh I knew what exactly was wrong with me.

But since when. In what moment did this mere curiosity from this weird girl that seemed to understand me become into a longing for her. I didn't know, and it frustrated me. This was the first girl, or person for the record, that I had ever had any feelings for, and not only romantic ones. Even far before from when I started feeling this way it also annoyed me because I felt like if for the first time there was someone that genuinely cared for me and that didn't care about my outer character, really giving me a chance. Which intrigued me even more knowing that she wasn't able to trust people so easily, and I was no different. 

It took me some days and effort to let her realize I would never hurt her in order for her to trust me. At the beginning, thinking that I would just play that role so I could know her more than what she seemed to know me, but in the end, somewhere along the path I ended up harshly and profoundly falling for her like falling into a pit so deep you can't see the light outside, I think that even before she started to open up to me. In the end, I started to truly care for her and the mere thought of her hurting hurt me like hell. 

She had been my first true friend and the only person that not only I had been able to open up to but also feel I could trust with my whole life, hell I'd trust her with my own heart if I could take it out. (Y/n) had become like my safety zone, the place I'd go to after having a bad day. Even when she teased me, god I loved her smile and cheeky tone whenever she thought she could beat me. Even then I'd still feel unexplainably happy to be able to have her in my life. She was the first and only person I felt safe without putting on my mask. The first and only person that wasn't scared by the other mask that lied behind the first one. (Y/n) was the first person I had ever loved.

And yeah, even if I had been with other girls I had never felt this way. How I craved to just hug her and tuck my head in the crook of her neck scoffing her naturally beautiful scent. How I craved for her snuggling closer to me. They were simple things but the mere thought made my chest burn which was also the first time that something had ever made me feel like that. Those were the first feelings I had started to develop for her, but after that day, and after having been so close to her and for that long, and after having been able to attentively observe her from closer and without any rush, I couldn't help but wanting her in so many other ways as well.

Your POV:

The weekend ended and so I had to say goodbye to my father as we wouldn't be able to go back to our homes for some weeks. I was exactly in one of the common rooms, lying down in one of the sofas playing a videogame against Kaminari with some other people scattered around waiting til dinner time.

"Guuuys why don't we do a sleepover or something, like a party" asked Mina out of nowhere making everyone to look at her in surprise "It could be fun to spend time like that all together" she added hoping to convince the more strict ones of us.

"A p-party?" asked Mineta with shimmering eyes and, was that drool in his mouth?

"Yes!" repeated Mina "We could have a bit of music, not too loud so we won't draw much attention. We can play some games as well, have a bit of food... You know, like a real party. We have a lot of space here so it's perfect!"

"It could be fun" Kaminari said without diverting his gaze from our game. "We haven't really done any of these things since we got to the U.A" he added making everyone consider it better.

"Yeah! Exactly!" said happily Mina.

After some minutes where they were discussing if doing it and if so what to do, they finally came to a detailed plan of how and when it'd be. I sincerely didn't care much. It sounded fun and if they all made it I'd for sure go, but if they didn't it was also okay. Finally some time passed and a bit before we all were heading to the dining room Mina approached to me.

"(Y/ln)" she called me.

"Yes?" I said getting up like the others 

"Tell Shindo to come too!"

My face suddenly redden and my eyes opened widely, and if I had been drinking water I for sure would have spitted it out all over the place.

"What? Why?" I tried to sound normal.

"Because it'll be fun!" she winked at me which just confused me more and made me feel even more embarrassed. Luckily for me almost everyone was already gone and weren't paying much attention to us "But seriously, wouldn't you like it if he was there?" she asked me.

I for some moments imagined it which made my cheeks blush more as I also recalled the way he acted so strangely and the moment he had kissed my cheek yesterday, leaving me with those mixed feelings I had yet to figure out. 

"Yeah, I guess" I said "But would it be okay?" 

She nodded vigorously.

"Yes! He is your best friend. Isn't it logical then that he comes too?" 

'I mean, not really' But I couldn't deny the fact that probably for these mixed feelings I had been having I was excited at the thought.

"Uhm... Okay, I'll ask him"