The time spend between Demi and I have decreased recently due to her working her ass of in the studio on new material for her fans and me having plenty of script run through for the movie. Today is the first day of filming for the movie and i'm truly so excited but also a little sad knowing that the small amount of time for Demi will be very limited. The production of the movie is taking just over 2 month and i'm terrified for the strain that it might put on our relationship.
I was expected on set at 6am this morning which meant i had to wake up at 4:30 so i could grab some breakfast on the way to set because it was a 50 min drive and i didn't want to risk being late on my first day. I'm currently sat in hair and makeup sending demi a morning text message, knowing shes not awake yet
B- Good morning my beautiful girlfriend, i hope you have an amazing day. i'll call you later, love you so much xx
I was told that i was done so i thanked them and left the trailer heading to Hailee's (steinfeld) trailer as i still had 15 mins until i was needed. Hailee and I have been friends for a while now so when i heard that she was in the film too i was very happy. "hey boo boo" i said as i entered her trailer, "just getting changed wont be long" i heard her shout back. I took a seat on the couch and scrolled through Instagram waiting for her, "hey" she said as she sat beside me on the couch "are you excited?" she said whilst poking my sides, i giggled and replied with "yes!". After talking for a while we were called to set to start filming.
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At lunch i was sat in my trailer eating my lunch as i pulled my phone out to call demi,
call 1- no answer
call 2- no answer
call 3- no answer
I sent her a message knowing that she was free and said
B- hey baby, on my lunch break, call me when your free xx
i sat staring at the message and seeing that she had opened it and read it, the three dots that indicated she was typing came up and then disappeared, now i knew she was mad at me. But i dint know why.
B- i can see you reading these, what happened?
yet again she ignored it so i sent one more message
B- okay i'm sorry for what ever i did but can you at least call me so we can talk about it? please baby x
but she ignored it, i locked my phone and threw it onto the table in front of me just as Hailee entered the room, "what happened?" she asked sympathetically looking at the sad expression on my face. I rubbed my face whilst saying "i don't even know but demi's mad at me" "what did she say?" i sat back in the chair and sighed "she didn't even say anything she just ignored my calls and texts, i don't even know what i did" she nodded knowing i didn't want to talk about it but opened her arms for a hug which i gladly accepted. we laid there for the rest of our break before we had to film again, i posted the photo of us cuddling on the walk to set
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"my bff curing my sadness tagged- @haileesteinfeld "
i mainly did it because it was a really cute picture but i also wanted demi to see it and know that she was making me sad by ignoring me.
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