Just love

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Beccy's POV:

It's been a couple of days since i talked to Demi and I haven't left the house unless i had to film. Demi has been blowing up my phone with messages and calls ever since and i haven't replied to any. I just don't understand where i went wrong, i loved her.

Its saturday afternoon and im layed in bed cuddling Benji, I had work early this morning. The system that controls my gates to my house beep indicating someone wanted to come inside. I walked up to the button and asked who was there. Marissa. I loved her but I really didn't want to see anyone right now, I let her in any way.

I greeted marissa at the front door, immediately hugging each other, I felt myself tear up but blinked back the tears refusing to let marissa know what happened between Demi and I. The only person who knew what happened was Haliee. We sat and caught up on each other lives before she asked "how's the young love between my cousin and best friend by the way?" I knew this was coming, how could I escape this. My eyes became blurry from the tears and i broke. I buried my face in the couch and sobed as Marissa rubbed my back asking what happened.

After calming down and explaining the situation the Marissa we decided to go get fro yo, it was 11:36pm and Rissa said it was what I needed to help me through my emotions. 

^^(outfit)^^

*later that night*

I was sitting in my bed scrolling through instagram before going to sleep, Marissa had left a while ago and it was now 1am. I was about to lock my phone before i saw that a picture i was tagged in.

My heart ached, did i really mean nothing to her. Its been 8 days and shes already moved on whilst im sat here alone crying over someone who never cared. I allowed the tears to fall down my cheeks silently as I unfollowed Demi and blocked her number from my phone. I'm officially done with her.