I've been so excited for this day, today is the red carpet and first viewing of the movie and i could not be prouder of everyone and their efforts towards the movie. I decided to upload some cute photos from filming days as i'm sat in the car on the way to get my hair and makeup done for the event.
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With the caption "just a couple of pictures from a movie I made with my best friend/rock❤️"
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I was sat in hair and makeup with Benji on my lap talking to Haliee who was next to me, my assistant Tessa came up to me and I knew by the look on her face, the news was bad. I shot her a confused look and she replied with "so I have some bad news... I just found out that demi is going to be at the after party" sadness washed over me just by the use of her name. "Honestly I'm mad, but at the same time I couldn't care less. I'm not going to talk to her... Hailee your there right?" she nodded unable to talk as the makeup artist applied her lip gloss.
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We arrived at the event and walked the red carpet and started interviews. I had nearly finished the interviews before one person asked "what happened to demi?" I frowned but replied with a tactical answer that my publicist help me remember for these exact moments "um you know, people grow apart and this industry leaves us very busy which left limited time to be around each other but no bad blood" i laughed towards the end feeling nervous and awkward.
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The after party had started an hour ago and I had yet to see Demi which i'm thankful about, the movie went down so well and everyone loved it and continued to congratulate us. I had invited some friends to the party and we sat around in a large circular booth chatting and drinking. I sat next to kylie (jenner) and Charles (melton) followed by Hailee (stienflied), KJ (Apa) and Camila (Mendes). After a while we made our way to the dance floor and that's when I saw her. She was staring right at me with a sad expression covered across her face. She sat around a table with Sirah, Matthew, Debby (Ryan) and Hayley (kiyoko). Our eyes met and I quickly looked away not wanting to give her any of my attention, Hayley came running over to me and hugged me telling me how much she missed me. The rest of the joined the greeting and we hugged each other. Demi remained sat down. She gave me a small smile and stood up and began to walk over, "I'm going to the restroom" i said to Kylie.
I reached the restroom and entered a stall, I slide my back down against the wall and held my head in my hands. Why do i still miss her? How can I avoid her?. Thousands of questions swarmed my head and the only conclusion I can come to is that I still miss her and I don't know why because she hurt me so much. I collected myself and slowly opened the stall only to see Demi standing there "i can't do this right now Demi!" I said as I tried to walk passed her "please just talk to me Beccy, I know-" I cut her off "no Demi!" she let me leave and with that I left the restroom and continued my night avoiding Demi and getting as drunk as I could just the free my mind. Just for one night.
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caption:"thank you for all the love and support for our movie"
