Will It Ever Be The Same?

Chapter 2: The Feeling

Mariana's POV

Oh my gosh. I ams so scared. What am I suposed to tell Callie when she gets here? "Oh ya Brandon bought his girlfriend, and is acting like he forgot about you." I guess I'll tell Jesus. He always knows how to help me, after all we are twins you know. 

I quickly pulled Jesus over to the side. "Hey! What wa that for?" "Jesus I need to tell you something. It's really important. It's about Callie.

Jesus's POV

As soon as Mariana said Callie I wanted to hear the rest. Cal's been through so much and I really miss her. "Okay, ya so what about Callie?" I asked. Mariana whispered, "She's been calling me a lot and telling me how she's not over Brandon. She said that she thought that it would be easy to get over him, but it wasn't because she actually is in LOVE with him." I knew that this would happen. I wanted them to be together so freaking much. And I'm sensing a bad vibe from Catherine, that's why my face went sour as I saw her. Just as I was about tell Mari something, she started crying. "Shh. Don't cry Mari, we'll help her." "We can only try, but now he's got his girlfriend and everything is going to be so hard. Callie's never wanted something so bad. And I hate myself now for begging her to come home. What if Callie hates me because of this?" "I want her to be happy too. We'll figure it out I promise and no matter what Callie won't hate you." I felt so bad as Callie's been through so much. I want her to be genuinely happy. I want Brandon to realize how much he needs Cal. I started to get a vibe that Callie wouldn't survive this, but I pushed that thought away because I knew that Callie was a fighter. Mainly she was my strong, brave sister. She's not gonna let this bring her down. Is she?

I guess we were talking for a long time because when we went back in everyone was staring at us. "What were you guys doing?" Lena asked. "Oh I just asked Jesus to help me color my project for science," Mariana said. "Okay, well sit down. We're about to start eating."

Brandon's POV

I don't know what the twins were talking about, but I wanted to know. I was thinking about this when I saw Jude. His face was pale and he wasn't eating. "Jude," I said, "why aren't you eating?" I could tell that something was wrong. "I'm just worried about Callie. I want her to get here fast. I just hope she's okay. " "She'll be here bud. She'll be okay. I just know it. Now eat your food or Caallie will be even madder at you." "Okay," he said as he giggled. Then my phone tarted ringing. It rang after that too. Moms told me to either answer it or turn it off so I turned it off. About an hour later there was a ring at the door. I knew it was Callie. My stomach tightened as mom opened the door.

Callie's POV

I've never been so nervous to go home before. It's just all the crap with my "love life" has been confusing me. Gosh I wish i could get over him. My thoughts were interupted as Stef and Lena were in front of the door. "Oh my gosh honey, your so beautiful," Lena said. "I missed my younger twin so much," Stef added. "Thanks and I missed you guys even more." We headed towards the kitchen. I can't believe that I'm in the house where it all started. I see everybody sitting at the dining table. I also saw some other girl. "I'll just ask them later. It's probably just Jesus's girlfriend," I thought to myself. I was surprised with a hug. "TWIN SANDWICH!!" Mariana and Jesus screamed as they hugged me. All of a sudden it turned into tears and I was shocked to see that even Jesus was crying. "Aww guys I missed you guys so much." "I missed you too," Jesus said. Mariana was now drowning  in her tears . She pulled herself together and said, "I missed you, but you owe me a seperate hug." I nodded okay amd moved on to Jude who was also about to cry. I said, "I missed you buddy," as I messed up his hair and he said, "I missed you too." Oh my gosh. He's next. can I just skip him? Would everyone notice? I pulle up all my guts and walked up to Brandon. We stared in each others and hugged each other so passionately. "I missed you," I said. "I missed you too."

Brandon's POV

Callie's hug was so powerful. We communicated without opening our mouths. Gosh, she looked so beautiful in that outfit she wore when we went to see my band perform for the first time. I felt something wet on my back and I noticed that she was crying. Now, I really felt bad. She moved on to Cath and she said, "Who-o's this?" Then she laughed her sparkling laugh. "Why are you laughing Cal?" "Because the first time I saw you, that's what you asked me." I smiled remembering that moment. We were all sitting in the exact spots. "Well are you going to tell me who this is?" she said loudly and giggly snapping me back to reality. I was so scared. "Callie this is my girlfriend Catherine." I saw her giggling, happy face, turn into a sad face with her eyes full of water as she sad, "Oh well nice to meet you."

Callie's POV

Brandon just introduced me to his girlfriend. The girlfriend that he's going to sleep with for the next month. I didn't expect him to move on. I quickly sat down. I got this feeling in my stomach. The feeling. The feeling that I got everytime I was with Brandon. Suddenly he bent down on his knee and pulled out a ring.

Brandon's POV

I knew that I was risking everything by doing this, but I just had to. It was time. It was time to forget about the past. "Catherine Henry. Since the day I saw you I knew we were ment to be. You complete me. You give me the source of happines that no one in my life has or ever will give me. I know that I'm an outlaw, but I also know that I'm in love. I  love you every day and every night and would you do the honor and complete this hole in my heart by becoming my wife?" Catherine jumped into my hands and said, "YES. Of course I will. I love you Brandon Foster." "I love you Catherine Henry."

By this time everyone was congragulating me or clapping. I didn't look at Callie. I couldn't risk looking into her eyes and stopping this. Besides I love Cal-Catherine. Yes I love Catherine. Oddly Mariana was crying her tears of sadness. I know when she's crying sad tears because that's when Jesus comforts her. he was doing that today only he looked sad too. All of a sudden I heard Callie run to the bathroom. I saw Jesus and Mariana folow her and I heard throw up noises.

Callie's POV

I thought that I could convince him to love me, but I'm late. I can't believe that he would propose though. He used the lyrics from OUR song to propose. He said that no one has ever made him so happy. He' moved on. I thought he loved me but he forgot about me. I was thinking about this and I felt that feeling and all of a sudden I felt sick so I ran to the bathroom and here I am now with Jesus holding up my hair and Mariana rubbing circles on my back. Oddly I burst out crying. "Callie. Please don't cry. He's stupid. He will regret it. I'll make sure he regrets it," Jesus said. "No. Don't do anything let's just go finish eating." With that we walked out to the klitchen.

"Is everything okay sweets?" Stef asked. "Yeah. just the bad airplane food." 'Okay hun, let me know if you need anything." "Yeah sure." We kept eating until Mari and Catherine said they were going to bed. I helped clean up wit Brandon and Jesus. Jude and Moms already went to sleep. I sat back down as I got a text message. It was from Liam.

Looks like another foster brother's realized the mistake he made. Turns out he didn't love you either. I told you that nobody will ever love you. Night.       -Liam

I wasn't mad at Liam, because what he said was true. He doesn't love me. But I was still processing the information and I dropped my phone and ran upstairs to my old bed where I cried myself to sleep. The last thing I heard was Jesus yelling, "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" to Brandon.