Meet My Dedication, Inspiration

Chapter 1

Yay chapter 1! Finally! That's Hannah By the way! Let's get started!

Chloe's pov

I woke up to the same empty bedroom, at the same time of night as every other night. The memories. The sadness flooded back into me making me sob uncontrollably. I turned my side lamp on and sat in front of my mirror staring at myself. I knew he was right. Just another broken heart trying to fit in with everyone else. That's just impossible for me. I stared at my blood shot eyes for what seemed like forever.

"Just another soul that is lost..." I whispered. I walked away from the mirror and laid back down. I let one last tear escape and then fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again it was my normal time, not my middle of the night time. I had to go record for our very first album. I got out of bed and got in the shower. The warm water felt nice along my back.i felt at peace. No one knew about my midnight sobs. No body knew I silently screamed help. He wouldn't leave my mind. I got out of the shower, wrapped my towel around my chest and walked out onto my porch. I sat out side silently for about an hour, it's a daily routine. I walked back inside, back into my room. It hasn't been the same since him. Sadness flooded back to me, and my stomach dropped. I imagined him in the corner of my room.

"Hey beautiful..." He said. I let a tear escape.

"I miss you..." I said to him and he nodded already knowing.

"I miss you too baby doll. I'm so sorry... You need to find some one knew, I would be very happy.. You changed and I hate that." He said. He says that every day. It made my heart ach.

"You know I Hate it too but I'm doing it to make them think I'm over you..." I recalled.

He nodded and disappeared. Another tear fell after another. I decided to get dressed. I pulled on a Of Mice&Men shirt, some black skinnies that I wrote all over with silver sharpy, and some black vans. I looked at my hair and brushed my fringe. I pulled the rest of my hair into a messy bun. It gets super hot in the studios.

"You look like your in a great mood, Chloe." Hannah said. Jesus she scared me. I breathed deep berths before I spoke.

"I'm in a great mood babe!" I said in my fake happy voice. She saw the fake in it.

"You need to get over him. He would be-" I cut her off before she said something else.

"He would be happy if I did. I know..." I said cutting off my happy voice. She nodded.

"There are so many more fish-" I cut Hannah off again.

"There is no one else I want other than him okay!?" I yelled. She simply nodded and left. There is no body else other than him, he was all I wanted.

He was all I wanted.

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