Meet My Dedication, Inspiration

Chapter 4

Guys there is Boog! He's pretty! I don't know what it is with me and girls and guys with blue hair, but it's pretty weird. >.< love you, let's get started!

There is no way that happens to him too. Except Ian commit suicide and I can stop imagining him. I miss him. Ian is right. Dillon may be the one...

"That happens to you too doesn't it?" Dillon questioned. I looked at him not knowing if I should trust him or not. I nodded and looked at my hands as a tear escaped my eye. I felt a pair of arms around me. Take this slowly, Chloe. I melted in his arms. His touch makes me light up, with hope. I need him more than anything right now. Yet, Ive been an ass to him and he still likes me? I don't have a chance. I never will. Love isn't real.

"Um.. We better get going..." I said pulling away from his hug. I took one last wiff of his cologne. It was sweet and it made me feel like Ian where still here. I started the car up again and it was silent the whole car ride. I got Dillon chicken nuggets from McDonalds and we didn't speak for the rest of the day.

*3 in the morning*

Awake once again but this time I didn't cry. This time I went to Dillon's bedroom door only to hear him crying like he said he did. I walked in his room and in the corner stood Ian smiling. I sat next to Dillon.

"You know, you made a friend today right?" I said. He looked up at me with blood shot eyes. He smiled weakly and I hugged him. He doesn't know how much he's effected me in one day. I fell asleep with my face buried in his chest.

Dillon's pov

I knew Chelsea was a bad decision, but when I met Chloe.. Sparks flew... I can't be in love with a girl I just met can I? Yes, she's a spoiled bitch. No, she's not a bitch all the time. I can't think about that. I was told about Ian from, Hannah? I think that's her name. He died from suicide and she never got to say goodbye. She doesn't believe in love because of him. She doesn't want anyone else other than him. Easy as that. She's my only chance in love. She's all I have left. I felt Chloe move slightly. She's asleep. I picked her up gently and placed her on my bed. I walked down to the couch and laid there. I thought and thought, then I soon drifted to sleep.

I woke up to a Chloe drinking coffee and Hannah jumping on me.

"Dillon! Time to wake up!" Hannah yelled. I swear to god she is 17 on the out side, but on the inside she's 5. I rolled over making her fall. Chloe and I chuckled. Hannah slapped me and I slapped her back.

"Sup Austin?" I said looking at him. Austin said I was a lot like him so we wouldn't have a problem. Well except the fact that I have blue hair and he doesn't.

"Come on dildo get up you got school." Austin said with a smirk, I faked being hurt as Chloe giggled. I got up and pulled Hannah's hair. What? she's fun to pick on. I walked into the bath room.

Will Chloe love me too?