VENUS Lucero's Point of View
Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko. It's not the first time he held my hand pero.. iba pala talaga yung pakiramdam pag mahal mo yung may hawak nito. He likes me as a friend.. not love me as a lover. Alam ko yon.. but he is here.. beside me.
Nakauwi na sya.. after that chat we had, him asking me if friends can be lovers na hindi ko masagot sagot.. he decided to go out with me for today.
"Anong iniisip mo Ven?"
"Us..."
"I am.. always here for you Ven.. I know, nabibigla din ako sa mga nangyayari pero I'm sorry let me take some time.. you are like a little sister to me Ven.."
Sinasabi nya nanaman.. it's breaking my heart like shit and he keeps repeating that line as if pinapamuka nya talaga saakin na friendzoned talaga ako. Like fuck??
I sighed.. "stop it Ryl.. I understand.." (kahit ang totoo, hindi ko maintindihan.. what's wrong with me? hindi naman na ako madungis.. I'm a fuckin honor student.. and. I take good care of him..) "you.. you dont have to push yourself Ryl.."
We ate.. he cooked for me.. namiss nya daw akong ipagluto..
We watched movie and played xbox.. nagsports din kami.. like the old times.. but.. those things only reminds me na I am his friend.. best friend..
Tinanggal ko ang pagkakahawak nya sa kamay ko.
"I should go.. Ryl."
"Hey.. hatid na kita."
"No, I'm grown enough. Kaya ko na. Do me a favor Ryl.. let me.. move on.. babalik din ako sa dati.."
Naglalakad na ako pauwi..
So this is the perks of falling in love with your best friend.. ganon pala talaga? Pag babae at lalaki ang magbest friend.. malaki ang pag asa na yung isa ay mahuhulog.. at yung isa.. kaibigan kalang talaga..
Why did I ever fell in love with my bestfriend?
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