(Aksels pov)
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Its like, its like...
Ugh I really don't know, but every time I think of Alexis my head doesn't work.
I can't help but blush at the thought of him and his cute little smiles and shit.
When I watch his streams, when I join him in his videos, when I text him, when I do anything related to him, its always a light, fluttery feeling in my gut.
I hate it.
Why do I like him? What a dumbass he is. What a dumbass I am. It's fucking embarrassing. I haven't told anybody about it (obviously), the only person I'd ever talk to about these kinds of things is, of course, Alexis.
Almost 2 years after I met him, that's when I started feeling like this.
Whenever we chat on discord, and I get to hear his voice... oh wow.
Seriously fuck him for making me feel like this. Fuck fuck fuck.
I hear my phone ringing, my bedside table shaking lightly with the vibrations.
I look over, uninterested at first, that is until I see whos calling. The caller ID reads 'Alex💕', I put the hearts there the other night, I guess I was feeling lonely or some shit.
"Hey Aksel!" said Alexis, in his usual chirpy tone.
"Hey Alex" I spoke back, yawning after.
"Haha you sound sleepy, sorry did I wake you up?" Alexis apologized.
"Yeah, fuck you" I said, still yawning.
Alex changed the subject "Anyway, you wanna join my video later?"
"Yeah sure, but you coulda just texted me about it" I chuckled.
"Well you always take so long to text back."
"Oh, heh"
"Okay bye, gamer"
"Bye, sister"
That seemed kinda awkward. I wonder if I sounded too tired, I don't want to sound uninterested.
Ugh. Maybe if I just lay here and never move I won't have to deal with my emotions.
(Alexis' pov)
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Up again, editing a video all night, and now I have to record another, ah the life of a youtuber.
I gotta go feed Tiger.
Oh, maybe Tiger will make an appearance in the video.
Wait, what's the video gonna be about? Shit. I just called Aksel to make a video for no reason, why did I do that? And I don't have any content to put in it.
Oh fuck, uhh maybe I'm gonna post something on twitter asking for video ideas from my followers. In the meanwhile, I'm gonna go make breakfast, and by breakfast, I mean I'm gonna run to the store and get an energy drink.
(3 hours later)
I have been laying in bed for like 2 hours and I have stuff I need to do.
Laundry, the dishes, some other chore-like-things.
My phone rings, interrupting me scrolling through my phone, playing a soft tune. I see that it's Aksel calling me.
"Whats up, man" I ask.
"Not much, I just wanted to ask when we're doing the video." Ah shit, I forgot about that.
"Uh, I don't know, whenevers good for you" I stalled.
"Well, it looks like your fans on Twitter want to see another bin weevils video"
he laughed sweetly.
"Oh shit you saw that? Ready for more connect mulch?" I giggled.
"Ugh, hell no"
"Hey we should get Ani and Brandon to join us"
"Yeah we should, lets torture them in this dumbass part 2 video, featuring me I guess"
"Hey why didn't you just text me with this" I asked, laughing under my breath.
"Eh, I wanted to keep up todays tradition of calling when it could have been just a text"
"Stfu" I said, forming the letters together.
"The fuck did you even say there?"
"K bye man"
"Don't dodge my questio-"
I hung up on him, for comedic effect.
But oh wow do I love to talk to Aksel, it's so nice to hear from him.
It's very calming, I guess. I love that boy, he's just such a good friend.
Now, to finish editing.
