Just A Chardre Story.

chapter 9

Leos pov:
We went back to my house because I didn't know where else we could go cause schools still going on and if we go anywhere my mom would find out  and I would get in trouble but luckily my mom's at work right know so no one's home.

We walked through the door and charlie just looked amazed
"Your house is beautiful."

"Everything isn't even all unpacked."

"Yeah I know but it's still beautiful."

We just laughed and went to the kitchen to get something to eat before we go to my room to hangout

I grabbed a jar of Nutella and charlie got a bag of chips and we continued our way up to my room

My room was still not unpacked at all I mean we've only been here for like 5 days and I'm just really lazy and don't wanna do it

Charlie starts laughing again
"Your rooms worse than downstairs."

"Shut up just give me time and I'll do it."

We were both laughing now

"So Leo I really wanna get to know you better since I haven't seen you in so many years."

"Ok wanna play 20 questions?"

"Sure, so do you just wanna go back and fourth asking questions?"

"Yep and I'll start, so let's start off easy. Whats your favorite color?"

"Green. Who's your favorite music artist?"

"Lil peep. What do you do in your free time?"

"Um well I like to sing."

"Really are you any good? You should sing for me. Pleaaaseee!"

"Ok ok fine I'll sing for you."

"Yay!"

"So I wrote this song and it's called right for you."

He starts the first verse and it was a-m-a-z-i-n-g. HOW CAN SOMEONE HAVE SUCH AN BEAUTIFUL VOICE?? I was in pure shock that whole time I had no idea he was going to be that good

Then he sang

"Now darling, please tell me, am I right for you?
'Cause if I am, I wanna know
is this love we have true?"

It was amazing and I don't know for sure but I think he's singing about me
So I just let my emotions get the best if me and I started to rap something I wrote that first day when I got home when Charlie kissed me in the locker room

"Hold me close and bear the tide that awaits
In that moment that it hits,
all we ever do is wait
A glimmer of hope, my only reason to live on
'Cause I'm praying for the best
but I don't control the storm

From the world one day,
when i'm looking back at my mistakes
Thinking of leaving you was
the biggest that I made
And when the timeline shows
an endless cycle of life,
all I thought about was you,
my reason for my life

The bitter of this earth carves meaning into me,
the only one that can take every breath inside of me
Every moment of happiness
is a memory in death,
I will love you for eternity
plus whatever's left"

Charlie just sat there with his jaw dropped and eyes wide open and he sat there like that for about 15 seconds before saying anything. I was starting to get scared. What if he thought it was bad?  What if he thinks I'm weird now?"

"Leo"
He finally spoke

"Leo that was amazing. Did you write that?"

"Um yea I write music cause when I was bullied at my old school and town I just wrote to express my feelings."
I started to get embarrassed

"Leo don't get embarrassed I do the same thing just with other feelings like when I found out I was gay and everyone was making fun of me cause I didn't have a girlfriend but they didn't know I was gay or when I met you again at school that one day I was so happy and that song I just sang it was about you leo it was when I was all depressed and when I felt awful for what I did. I knew I messed up and I thought I lost you."
Wow.
He was almost in tears that was the most honest thing I have ever heard

Man im falling for him and I'm falling hard and when I hit the ground I don't think I will ever get back up cause already almost there and I'm already in love with this boy

"I'm so sorry all that happened to you charlie and I promise all that stuff that happened it doesn't matter anymore it's in the past and I forgive you."

"Really you forgive me?"

"Of course I do, I love you charlie I love you so much that first time I saw you I was instantly falling for you and it's crazy cause I've only been you you again for 5 days and most of them I didn't like you but I couldn't stop myself from falling in love with you."

Charlie just looked at me for a minute
U

gh I knew I shouldn't have said that.i I need to learn to keep my mouth shut cause I know he doesn't love me why did I say that and the fact that I'm a little baby doesn't help so I started crying

"Wait Leo why are you crying?"

He did say anything else but instead he hugged me and I instantly hugged him back

"I love you to leo."

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Song- right for you
By: bars and Melody <3

So when I writing that I had the song playing in my head please tell me I'm not the only one 😂

Hi sorry it took long for me to update again I've been really busy with horses n stuff but here's another chapter and I'm about to go finish chapter 2 of that boy so if you haven't read it you should u :)
July 1 2019

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-shelbs <3