A Sinner's Heaven ; An Angel's Hell

Chapter Seventeen- Emotions

Jill, Ada, Claire :)

Claire's POV

They said a relationship is good when there are arguments but is it healthy when the pain argues almost daily? Was it healthy that the female enjoyed getting under her partner's skin even if this leads him to temper lost?

Was it healthy for a man to love a woman who wrecked his nerves daily? Was it healthy for a man who was feared and hated by many be weak for just one woman?

Again, was it healthy?

I chewed on raw broccoli, mayo being my dipping sauce as I kept my eyes fixed on the screen before me. To be quite honest this was my third dish and yet I was not tired of the taste.

In fact I was addicted to such a taste. A taste others might not take pleasure in.

I straightened slightly, my eyes still fixed on the screen before me. Watching this only made me miss him more and more.

The two on screen were forbidden lovers, a man her family didn't approve of. Similar to Wesker and I because it mattered not what Wesker did, he would always be seen as a dark soul in the eyes of my brother.

The enemy.

I sobbed slightly, a tissue reaching my eyes.

"Don't you dare walk out on him..." I growled, my tears coming like a river.

Why the hell was I even crying? Was it the hormones?

Was it missing him? No! I could not think like that!

I would not chase him and we only had one day on this vessel. The moment we touched land I could make my own choices.

Mentally I rolled my eyes. As if I had enough cash to go anywhere.

Further more as if the bastard I called a lover would allow it now that I'm carrying his child. The moment we greeted land I would be notified intensely.

The two lovers on screen kissed, me throwing my hands in the air.

"Yes!" I yelled, my eyes drifting sideways to find Jack staring at me. The fact that he said nothing had me irritated.

"What?" I hissed, another broccoli meeting my lips. His face showed disapproval of my meal choice.

"Don't you think this is a bit too much Redfeild?" Jack asked as he looked at my sprawled out ass on his sofa.

Too much? What the hell was he referring to?

Should I kiss the ass of my difficult lover? Nope.

"It's not my fault Wesker has a hard head and suck at apologies" I hissed and Jack wipe his sweaty face with a towel.

He wore gym attire and it was when I saw him I realized that there was gym on this vessel. I would not be surprised if there was a whole darn community on this vessel.

"Actually I was referring to you being in my space" he hissed and my mouth fell.

What?

"I'm on the sofa" I yelled.

"And the sofa is in my quarters so yes technically you are in my fucking space" he carried on aggressively and if there was such thing as acidic piss I'd throw it at him.

If I was such a burden why did he not say that two days ago? Why mention it one day before the vessel meets land.

"Oh let her be" Kimberly stated and I stood, my eyes meeting neither of the two.

"Its fine Kim, I only have a day on this darn thing anyhow" I stated and Kimberly frowned at Jack.

"Now look what you've done" Kimberly hissed but before she could follow after me I hurried out of the room.

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I stared at our approaching destination in the distance, cold air launching its attack. I felt like crying but somehow I had lost the tears.

A gentle hand fell on my hip, me sighing as leaned forward. The window took control of my hair and I honestly didn't feel like stopping it.

"What is it I'm doing wrong Christopher?" I asked as my hip was given a gentle pat.

"Well as you brother it would be honest to say fucking and marrying Wesker" Christopher hissed, me turning to him with wide eyes.

Why so blunt?

"Chris!" I yelled as I swatted his hand away from me, Chris pinching my cheek which in the long run only irritated me.

"If you didn't fuck him you wouldn't be pregnant!"he pointed out, rough hands messing up the hair that hadn't been combed for days.

"Oh my god! I hate you! I would have appreciated if Jill was the one who saw me out here!" I frowned, Chris resting his back against the rail as he became serious.

"Claire...Claire I don't want you to believe that I don't want to see you happy...I just don't want you to make a choice you will regret years from now" Chris stated and I sadden.

"We don't chose who we fall in love with Chris and while Wesker and I didn't meet under the best of circumstances...deep down he is a good man. A good man who was robbed of many things" I told my brother who stared down at me.

"I don't hate Wesker because I met many people because of him...I am married because he chose to fuck up" Chris began as he caressed my cheek.

"What I am worried about is him hurting you Claire, I know how he gets when he's angry" Chris told me as he pulled me into a deep hug, warm lips meeting the top of my head.

"Chris I'm scared...what if he walks out on me the way Leon did?" I sobbed as I pressed my face to his chest.

"I won't...If you give me the chance to read my vows and share my last name you will see just how much you mean to me" at that voice Chris and I froze.

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