after having a terrible heartbreak in 6th grade, i didn't want to believe in love, i wanted nothing to do with having a boyfriend. i didn't think, i would ever fall in love again.
i refused to believe that true love was possible.
————————————————————————
walking in the library, i looked to see if our usual sitting spot was open, a blond hair boy was sitting there looking at his phone, i admired his features- hazel eyes, he looked fit, fluffy hair, a very nice jawline.
his beautiful hazel eyes looked into mine, that's when i realized i was staring. i looked away and pretended as i was looking for a book. in the corner of my eye, i see him staring at me. i didn't know what to do, so i walked away and then ran to the bathroom to tell my friends about this boy.
they advised me to talk to him, and to get to know him better. i was not open to that. im a shy person sometimes, but i can be really outgoing when i want to be. thinking about it, I told myself, no you are not going to be 'friends' with a boy and then fall for him and then get heartbroken again. Oh gosh.
i walked to the table again and i got myself together. Don't do it. i got a chair and set it beside him. Am i really doing this ? he just looked at me then at his phone. then he gave me his phone. i was confused on why he did this. then i looked at his phone and saw he had the app Snapchat opened, i just assumed that he wanted me to put my username, so that's what i did.
this is awkward..
i gave him his phone back, and he smiled.
"im Brandon" he blushed.
"Lia " i gushed.
(btw not my real name)
"your very pretty" i never blush but i could my cheeks burning, don't fall for it, he's trying to get your attention, snap out of it.
"Thanks" i felt awkwardness. i wanted to leave as soon as possible, i feel as I'm already falling for him.
I can't fall for someone at the library, pfttt.
by this time, i was wondering where the heck my family was, but honestly i could care less.
he coughed harshly as signaling me, this is awkward.
"well um, do you come to this library a lot ?"
He nodded. Well what an answer.
Why do boys make everything so awkward sometimes?
"do you have a boyfriend?"
Holy shit. Did he just ask me that? Is that supposed to mean something?
Breathe Lia, Breathe.
"Um, i think i hear my mom calling me, ill see you around and um text me whenever you want bye" that was enough.
"Wait" he grabs my hand.
How dare he, i snatched my hand back.
"What?"
"Have a great day" he smiles, omg he has dimples KEIRKRJEKMSKSMSKDK. Stop staring at him, don't fall in love.
i got so nervous that i ran away.
Ugh why do i have to be so awkward.
————————————————————————
On my way home, i stared out the window.
Why am i feeling all these emotions right now ?
Why is my heart fluttering right now ?
Why can't i stop smiling like an idiot ?
Am i falling in love ?
No, you can't, remember last time.
You don't have time to pour your whole heart to a boy who's going to throw it all away. You don't need anyone.
Memories of my old relationship that ruined me start flashing threw my mind.
Then, I heard my phone vibrate.
From Brandon 😈
——————————————————————
Okay so I know this chapter was boring and dull and short but this chapter was just about how we got to know each other so it wasn't that exciting but I promise the other chapters are going to be really nice.
[vote, comment and share :)]
And remember I'm always here and your beautiful.
Ily all :)
