"Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces"
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three weeks later~
ever since he asked me out and i said yes, we've been hanging out WAY more and sometimes he comes over to my house all day and he's so nice and amazing and sometimes my mom doesn't mind because he helps her clean the house.
but on sundays im forced to go to church with my mom so i invited Brandon so church it can be less boring.
i put on a new black dress with flowers on it and i sometimes feel very confident in my body and myself. but i felt very beautiful so i took a picture and sent it to my friends and they said i looked so cute. and i was thinking in sending the photo to brandon.
but Brandon's girl best friend texted me and sent me a photo of them kissing and my heart dropped. i didn't know what to say.
i asked her if the photo was real or not and she said it was and i angrily texted Brandon and asked him what was he hiding from me.
he laughed it off and told me it was a dare and i told him this wasn't a joke and i wasn't happy.
i don't want to be in an relationship where my boyfriend does stupid stuff when he knows he has a girlfriend.
he texted me he was sorry but i still was mad.
when we picked him up at his house, the whole car ride with him was quiet. until i saw he was eyeing me and i turned around to look at him and he grabbed my jaw lightly and smashed my lips onto his.
at this moment i was in shock, i pulled away and he looked into my eyes and it felt magical.
we arrived and we were crossing the street to the church and he grabbed ahold of my hand and for some reason i smiled. all the anger and sadness i had over him was gone just from one act. ill forgive him and let it go just this once.
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after church~
we arrived home and i was so tired so i jumped in bed and he laughed at me.
"hey you try being in a dress for two hours" i pouted.
"whatever" he smirked.
i told him to get out real quick because i was going to change into my comfortable clothes.
i changed into black tights and a black sweater and i told him he can come back in and he laughed that i was wearing all black.
"im bored" he sighed
then he pulled his phone out of his pocket and noticed he had like a million messages from one person but i couldn't really see who it was from and he quickly started texting the person.
it came a little suspicious to me that he would be texting a person so much, no one really textsm him.
then he got up and said he had to go and before i could say bye, he was already out the door.
what was going on with him ?
my subconscious was telling me he was doing something behind my back but i shook it off and told myself maybe he has a family emergency.
he loves me to much to be doing things behind my back right ?
i got up and started to clean my room because im a clean freak.
the whole time i was wondering where could he have gone.
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4 hours later which had seem like forever he came through the door.
he smiled "im back"
i just looked back at my phone because i was texting my friends.
"why did you come back so late" i mumbled
"i-um had to do some stuff but i brought back chick-fil-a" he grinned.
i sighed and got up
"thats cool but who were you texting earlier"
his face got pale.
"my friend she needed something" he looked away.
i was determined to find out why he was acting so strange.
"what did she need"
"um she needed help with homework"
"why do you look nervous, i was just asking questions"
"imma use the bathroom" he quickly walked away.
i immediately started texting my friends what happened and they said when he came back from the bathroom they would send a bunch of hearts to trick him so he can get mad and he would feel what i felt so i changed my friends contact names so random boy names.
when i heard the bathroom door open, i immediately texted my friends to start. he sat down next to me and they started to spam my phone with hearts.
Brandon noticed and he furrowed his eyebrows and just snatched my phone and i looked at him in shock.
"give me my phone back Brandon" since he's taller than me he was waving it up in the air.
"who are you texting, why are you texting boys" his voice was so angry.
"they are just my friends stop!" i screamed.
he slapped my face and i looked at him with such anger. how dare he touch me like that.
"you can text girls i love you but you won't even allow me to text my friends"
i jumped on him and started to fight with him and i got my phone back and ran to the bathroom and locked myself in.
i was shaking so bad as i started to text my friends what happened.
i cried and my breathing wouldn't calm down, i was home alone and i didn't have anyone to help me.
"open the door LIA!" he was banging on the door
"go fuck yourself" i screamed.
"you asshole!" i looked at myself in the mirror, my cheek was red.
i slid down the wall, with my hands on my face, sobbing and crying.
why was this happening to me?
i opened the door and punched him with all my might and i had no idea where i hit him.
he fell down and i didn't know what to do so i started to kick him and he grabbed ahold of me and pushed my back against the wall and he was holding my wrist so tight.
Until i kicked his thing with my knee and he let go and then i just started to hit him with everything i had
"get out of my house" i screamed with the top of my lungs and he got up and ran away.
i heard the door close and i was sitting there in the corner of my room, clueless on what just happened.
my breathing was uneven and tears were just coming down my face.
my cheek was red and my wrists were badly hurt.
next thing you know i was throwing everything in the room. i was so mad for letting him treat me like that.
my parents came back and i acted like nothing happened.
i went to bed with a red cheek and purple wrists that hurt so bad.
i never want to see that asshole ever again.
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so here's the chapter and i hoped you enjoyed it and don't forget to vote and comment because it motivates me.
but thank you for getting me this far
and ily all so much and my pms are always open if you need anything :)
also school is starting in a week and im so not ready for the stress or anything :( summer went by so fast.
