"It takes one minute to make someone's day, and one word to destroy someone's life."
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i went to school with over sized sweaters to cover up the bruises around my wrists.
his hand was still kinda marked on my face but i used a little of makeup to cover it up and it wasn't even noticeable.
i walked down the hallways with my face down, not wanting anyone to see me.
my three best friends were ahead of me talking and laughing and i was in the back of them trying not to make eye contact with anyone.
we walked into math class and the teacher started talking, i obviously wasn't listening, i started thinking why Brandon would do this to me.
i felt my phone buzz in my pocket, even though we weren't allowed to use our phones in class, i took a quick peek.
Brandon
im sorry
i immediately went to my contacts and deleted him. how did i forget to ?
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after school~
i flopped myself on my bed, i hate school.
but i have to do my homework anyways
i pulled out my computer and my worksheets and started to work on my homework.
i signed as i looked at the math problems, i don't know how to do this because i wasn't paying attention in class today.
i just skipped to doing history, history wasn't as hard but i had to do an essay.
1 hour later~
i finished my history essay and i decided to take a break and just look out the window, i opened the window to let some fresh air hit my face.
my window looked out into the front porch so i saw the trees moving side to side and i could see anyone coming to the front door.
i sighed and thought of the times when i would stare at the window and look out, waiting for him to come back and when i saw him opening the porch, i would scream of happiness and run to hug him. i felt a tear going down my face.
it was all fake, he never loved you.
i shake my head and stop looking out the window.
i look at myself in the mirror, im a mess ugh, was i not good enough for him?
why would he send all those heart emojis and things to his girl best friend and get really mad when i send them to my friends?
is his girl best friend better than me?
i slam the drawer and i slide down my bed, sobbing
(btw my drawer and bed are next to each other)
why can't i be pretty enough?
why can't i be skinny and beautiful like the other girls?
i lay on the ground, trying to control myself.
i heard something click and i quickly got up and stayed quiet and i slowly walked to my window, it sounded like the porch click when it opens.
my breathing went slowly and i closed my eyes and hope it was my mom taking out the trash.
i open my eyes and see brandon standing there, looking around with chocolates in his hand.
"Fuck!" i scream but quickly covering my mouth. i forgot my window was open.
"Lia?" fuck fuck fuck.
"Lia i know your there, can we talk"
i sigh
"theres nothing to talk about" i mumble under my breath
"Lia please"
i get up angrily and stomp my way to the front door and open the door.
"there's absolutely nothing to talk about Brandon, just leave!" i scream.
"Lia, i love you" i scoff.
"can you stop saying fucking lies!"
"lia stop, i do love you"
"your hurting me! please stop.." i sob
he tries to pull me for a hug and i push him away.
"how dare you" i say under my breath
"am i not good enough?" i scream
"lia"
"where's your fucking hoe!"
"was it all fake, was it all an act, Brandon did you really love me, tell me, why are you doing this to me!"
he sighed and looked at me in the eye.
i got up and got a ladder from the corner of the front porch and i leaned it against the top of the room.
"Lia what the heck are you doing?" Brandon ran his fingers through his hair
i started to climb up the ladder.
"what i always do when im sad and need to think" i flashed a fake smile.
he groaned.
"Lia get down now"
"no"
"Lia don't do this, your crazy"
"Brandon im just laying on the roof, cmon there shouldn't be a problem, it's not like you would care if i died, you would be busy fucking other girls, who knows" i shrugged and he looked at me with disbelief.
"don't say that lia"
"why not, it's true"
"just please get off"
i reached the top and i laid down and it felt nice and relaxing.
"i didn't think i was going to do this but im going up with you" i laugh
he reached the top and he laid down next to me.
"i like to sit up here when im sad and it's really nice because look at the view and it's really relaxing"
i turned my head to look at him and he was smiling.
this was actually nice.
"Lia, you know how i said i loved you, that's not true, i adore you" he turned to look at me and smiled.
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tehe cried while writing this because i remember this clearly but anyways school sucks and i might get more busy but ill update on the weekends
but pleaseee comment because y'all make me smile and please share and like
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but anyways love you all, hoped you enjoyed!
(ill try to update tomorrow)
