~ benifit of the doubt ~

♡ Chapter 7- First day of school ♡

I woke up bright and early. I have never been this motivated in my life. Geesh, the things these guys do to you.. I stretch and walk into the hotel bathroom. Good thing hotels didn't provide toothbrushes and paste because if they had, it would've been super small and let me tell you when I brushed my teeth for 6 minutes, I mean it!! I walk into the shower washing my hair with the provided 3 inch bottle of shampoo. I decided I would wash my hair in my personal body wash I brought from home afterward incase the hotel one didn't do the job. Afterwards, I put on the outfit I specifically remember buying before moving here. I was so happy. My dad and I were in American Eagle where I got the fit, and I remember trying on so many crazy outfits to make my dad laugh. He bought me sunglasses that day, but my brother broke them. I tried to push the memory away before I got into my heavy thoughts. I slid on my ripped jeans that I saved specifically £15 for. And a beautiful, flown, pink shirt. I smiled in the mirror. "This woman.." I thought. "She's been through so much... how is she so happy?" I think to myself. "Hun are you ready for school?" I get out of my thoughts once again and realize my fathers calling me. "Yes I am. I'm coming down in a bit!!" I say. Because the hotel provided breakfast for us, I went ahead and went down there. I grabbed the easiest and simple breakfast a girl could find in a hotel cafe. A muffin. It was blueberry. My favorite. I run down the staircase outside that lead to the parking lot, where my dad was waiting. Thankfully, my brother was in daycare, or I would've been way late than I already was. We drove 10 minutes to get to school where I saw a bunch of faces of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. Then out of the whole school LITERALLY OUT OF ANYONE THAT COULD EVER BE BEHIND OUR CAR WAS INDEED NOEN. "Awh shit.." I think "Here we go agian..." Noen got out about the same time I did. It was pretty awkward because we both had realized and realized it at the same time and realized we realized at the same time, or maybe it was just me? It cant be... I must be over. reacting. I kept seeing Noen look over at me as he walked by. Something about him just looked so hurt.. like he had been through so much. It genuinely made me relate to him in such a different level. "Hey!" I say catching up to him. "wAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I think to myself." I try to stop myself from running up to him but I couldn't. I bet I looked Like a literal frog trying to walk up to him. "How are you?" I ask. It kept going. I couldn't stop myself. I didn't know what I had to do to get myself to calm down. "Was there something in that muffin?" I wonder. "Good" Noen says. I forgot what I had originally asked, since I was so deep into thought. "Your what?" I asked even though I had remembered what it was I asked. "What?" He asks. "What?" I reply back. GREAT. JUST GREAT. MY FIRST IMPRESSION ON NOEN IS JUST TERRIFIC!!
We both giggle. "This is cute though" I thought.  "Do you want me to be your tour guide of GRS?" He asks holding his hand out. I smile and say yes as I put my hand out to hold his. "Um..what are you doing?"  he asked. "I wanted your schedule." He says laughing. My face had never been so hot in my life. "I-"  "No its fine." He says as if he understood. " I get it. You like me." He says. "Wait no." I say even though it was true. "That's not  how it goes. You like me remember?" I ask as if it were a fact. "I guess we can both agree we have "feelings" he says back looking at my schedule I had handed to him. "We have 3 classes together." He says with a smile. "I'll see you 2nd period..." And I swear I hear him in the lowest voice add in the word "baby" I don't know if I am hallucinating, bUT DID HE JUST SAY HE LIKES ME?!?