~ benifit of the doubt ~

♡Chapter 13~ Talking ♡

I wake up and look to my side and Noens gone. Was last night a dream? Are we even dating? I don't remember anything. This happens when I am stressed I cry and stress over everything so much to the fact I don't remember anything, and if I do, I contemplate on weither it's real or not. But fortunately for me, It was. I look on my dresser and find a note from Noen. The minute I realized it I smiled. I grab it and begin to read.

Note from noen

hey baby. i would have stayed but i know your dad wouldn't be the biggest fan of that so i just decided to leave after you fell asleep. i am sorry i still love u don't worry haha anyway call me i wanna meet u at the park today @ 6 right in time for the sunset.
love, noen.

I smile at how genuine the note was and how cute it was that he reminded me he still loved me!! But I was still worried about my dad. I didn't want to see my dad and have the same conversation we did yesterday. I wanted to pretend it never happened, even though it still hurt me and made me so upset, I wanted to leave it in the past but it hurt me so much I didn't know that it would be possible to do so...
"I can't sit here all day. I can't be laying here and never go see him or never communicate to my dad. I have to learn to stop hiding my emotions. I walk into the kitchen where my dad was reading the local newspaper. "Good morning." He says "Good morning.." I say back. I eat my breakfast and get ready for school and leave. That's the only convo we really had. And I was kinda glad it was like that, but I never wanted it to stay the way it was, I don't want me to go through the pain again, but I don't want to talk it through either. So much for my goal of not hiding from my problems... I arrive at school and during first period me and Noen snuck out and went to the football stadium and sat on the bleachers. It was super cold out. We cuddled and didn't talk but at the same time, there was so much to talk about. We walked back to Second period and got in trouble together and ended up going to detention for the rest of the evening. We walk on our way to detention both with smirks on our faces. The whole time in detention, I would try to do my work but I would see Noen on the corner of my eye, chewing on the eraser of this pencil, giving me the hottest look a man could give. After class, we walked on our way to the park, talking about how we teased each other during detention. I was truly thankful for a man like Noen to be in my life, somehow, out of all this bliss and negativity, Noen is the one person I go to. He was my ride or die. I didn't know what attracted us to each other but whatever chemistry we had, I was so thankful, that out of everyone I could've had a chemistry match with it was noen. I loved him so much and I don't know what I would do without him.