~ benifit of the doubt ~

♡Chapter 12~ Big Changes ♡

I finally arrived home. My dad was in the kitchen freaking out calling numbers in a phone book. He heard the door open and immediately looked over. I could see the fear in his eyes. He look at me and his eyes were so big. But once he realized it was me he ran and hugged me. But then pushed me away from him out of anger. "Where the fuck were you?!?" He asked. His voice full of anger. "I..I am sorry, I should've called." I look down and try to get him to understand. "This is my first guy that I've ever dated.." I say trying to get him to not punish me. "That better not be your so called excuse." He said using airquotes. "Dad.." I say chasing after him as he walked into the kitchen. He grabbed his coffee. "Go to your room, You arent seeing that boy ever again." "What?!?" I scream back. "Everything I ever loved has been taken from me!! I just wish mom was like you but a girl because she would understand me so much better than you!!" Oh no. What did I just say?! I was ready for the storm to begin. "What? After everything I've done to keep our family safe from her..You'd rather live with her?! Fine if you wanted another goddamn plane ticket back to Oklahoma, all you had to do was ask!" He said. My brother came downstairs with his hair all mess nd rubbing his eyes. "Sissy!!" He said running to hug me. My brother was so much nicer when he was tired. "What's going on?" He asked as I picked him up and held him in my arms. "Nothing, Steve... It's okay let's go to our room." I walk and leave my father in the kitchen. I wanted to cry but I had to get my brother to sleep because it wasn't fair that I left him.  after he slept, I walked into my room and began to cry. I couldn't hear anything but the over exaggerated sound of my sobbing. I heard a knock at what I thought was my door.. I assumed it was my dad. "Go away." I said in a furious voice. "Woah, feisty!!" The voice said. I noticed right away it was Noen. I look out from my window and see Noen holding on to the brick of the bottom window. "A little help?" He asked. "Oh my gosh, Noen I am so sorry." I hurry to the window and help him out. "I didn't mean to yell at you I just some stuff happened my dad made me mad..I thought you were him and-" "Its okay shh.." He said. He held me tight. Comforting me. "Just tell me what happened." He said still holding me close. "Okay.." I say. I take a deep breath. "Okay so I got in trouble for not coming home when I was supposed to I got mad because he acts like he doesn't understand me.. And he said I could never.." I started to cry. "What? What? He said you could never..what?" He asked. "He said I could never *sob* see you *sob* again" *sob* *sniffle* "What why would he-" I heard someone coming to the door. We both gasped and I mouth "Get under the bed" "Okay" He mouths back. I hear a slight giggle and I soon understand why but was to anxious to laugh back. My father walked in." I try to still look upset. "What?" I say in a mean voice. He sat on my bed and begins to talk to me about how sorry he was and he needs to start realizing I am not a male, and I am also a teenager so I am going through hormones, etc, etc. I try to hurry it up. "Okay.. Yeah can you please get out of my room now dad?" I say in a nicer voice than before. "Of course." He said. "Goodnight." He assumed I was going to bed and turned the lights off. Once I felt he was out of sight, I turned on my lamp. Noen comes out from under the bed and begins wheezing. I start to laugh too. I playfully slap him and say you found it, didn't you?" I ask. He was still laughing and layed his head on me. "Yes I did.. lubricant and everything..." He said I laugh and we both searious up and began to glare in each other's eyes. I kiss him and began to make out with him. We start to lay down, watch movies, and cuddle when he remembers something. "Oh I forgot what I came here for." He said. "Oh yeah I was about to-" He pulled out the shirt I wore when I was at his house. "I saw you smelling It a lot.. so I though why not give it to you?" I smile and start playing with his hair. His head was on my shoulder. "Thank you for thinking about me. He smiles and kissed me. "No problem, princess, now put that shirt on because I know you want to." He said. He was right. He takes off my shirt and teases me by creasing my boob and slightly squeezing it. And slipped the comfy shirt on me. Being in his arms where so comfy. He was my home. My  happy place, my everything. We slept cuddled against each other watching "Five Feet Apart"