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"11:11
I wished for you, by the way."

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"Noona!" Jimin sobbed and jumped over the table between us. He fell into my arms and sobbed and sobbed uncontrollably. "I'm so, so sorry! I was such a dick! And, and-"

"It's alright Jimin." I closed my eyes, tears falling down my face as I held onto him tightly. "I forgive you."

I just want things to be how they were.

If only I didn't break

If only my past was such a failure

If only I wasn't a failure

If only I wasn't alive

"M-Minjee." Jungkook's whole body shook as he tried to wipe away the never-ending tears. "It's all my f-fault. I should've just dropped it like Jin said-"

He's just guilty

"Jungkook, you're okay as well. Everyone is okay." I made eye contact with all of the members. "No one is at fault."

Yoongi turned away and swallowed hard, refusing to look at anyone except the wall.

"I was 12 when they first dragged me into the sex factory." I held Jimin tight as I spoke. Jin's arms tightened around me as well. "My Dad had protected me from my Mom's business, but once he died and she remarried, I was all her's."

"I'm so sorry for your loss." Namjoon forced himself to speak after no one talked after my statement.

"Yeah well that was a long time ago." I responded, not thinking about how my words might affect them.  "My mom said it was 'good for business' while I was 'up for show.' So for five years, they made me have sex with some perverts."

Hoseok took a deep, shaky breath as his nails dug into his thigh.

"I have a friend that was also in the sex club with me. She felt so bad for me because I was so young. She was young too. Together, we helped each other through the long nights and bruises." I paused and I felt Jin squeeze my hand tighter, mumbling encouraging words. "Her name is Jiyoo."

Realization flashed across their faces and pieces fell into place.

But still, no one said anything. Only Jimin's tiny sniffs were heard beside my voice.

"Jiyoo and I turned my parents into the police when I was 17. The police were outside of the building, my parents long gone. But they set fire to the building before they left." I frowned, pausing slightly. "I forgot to say, I have a brother. He was the 'clean-up man.' Tommy."

Jin stopped whispering and grew tense, probably remembering what happened at the prison.

"We tried to escape, but there were still men inside and they wouldn't let us leave." I locked eyes with Taehyung. "They wanted to please themselves before going to jail."

Taehyung's eyes left my own and decided to stare at Jimin instead, guilt consuming his once happy eyes.

"My brother..." I trailed off, my heart pounding loudly in my ears.

Am I just going to tell them my brother is a murder? Will they fire me? Will they think I'm some psychopath as well?

I haven't even told them about the hallucinations yet.

"He defended me. In order to do that...he...he, Uh." I swallowed hard

Do it

"He killed three of the men who tried to get to me."