Chapter 56

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Sanyukta's POV
So after sometime we all left for Goa.I was with ridhima and all the way I was just so angry at randhir I mean how can he invite rayana to the wedding. I mean what if she says something infront of ridhima's in laws he should have at least thought about that.
And I was just getting angrier by the minute thinking about it but when I looked to see what ridhima is doing I was her sleeping so peacefully with a smile on her face. And then I thought I have to let it go because all of this is for her I can't ruin her big day with my anger.

Soon we reached the resort we were supposed to stay at and then everyone went to their rooms to take some rest.
When I reached my room after talking to Ishaan's parents and I saw randhir lying on the bed and I asked him " Are you sure that your finance wouldn't cause any problems in the wedding ". He got up and said "What are you actually worried about sanyukta is it that if she would cause any problems or are you worried about seeing her with me". I rolled my eyes and said " You think that I am worried about you and rayana seriously randhir. Look our relationship ended the day you left me. I admit that five years ago after living with you for a year I had started to feel something for you but.. " And before I could complete he said in a shocked voice " What do you mean you started to feel something? " And then I continued" My feelings of love or like whatever it was then were real I accept that. I have never tried run away from what I feel but yes after you left I have tried to move on and now happy in my life. For me my company is my number 1 priority and after what happened with you I realized that no guy would ever be happy with being number 2 in my life so I am happy living alone. So i am not at all bothered by seeing you with her. Also that I said that I had considered my self a widow that I said in anger. I wear these clothes because I don't have any reason to dress up or anything I like my simple life now that's all. " After saying that I came out of the room.

Even though what all I said in the room was true one thing but there was one thing that I didn't tell him and that was I still loved him and maybe I always will but I also know that I can't be with him after everything. He wouldn't understand my priorities and he deserves someone who loves him fully. I really hope rayana gives him that.

And while I was on a walk I saw vidhushi coming towards me and she said " You look worried are you worried about randhir and rayana. " And then I replied " Why do you want to know so that you can go and tell randhir about it like you have been doing for 5 years now" And she looked very surprised said " You knew".I smiled and said " Didn't I tell you before you really can't hide anything from me. I knew that you were in touch with him all these years. I didn't know that the RS group was his though and that's why I got surprised seeing him on that day I his party. I was also shocked to know about his and rayana's relationship and actually very angry and little jealous in the starting but afterwards on thinking more I realised something was wrong because why would you still support him if he was with someone else. And so I came to a conclusion that this was one of your plans to make me jealous. " She said then "so you know everything then why don't you just accept you love him and let's stop with all these games na once and for all. He worked five years to build RS group so that a company isn't a reason for both of you to not be together. Now you both have different companies so no fight about who gets what right". and then I said to her " Did you really think that all of this is solved once I got the full company. It was never about that ya I kept the company my priority because I had to prove to a lot of people that could be a good MD and also because it's my responsibility from since I was a kid. Since the beginning I have always been clear that the company comes first because Its my responsibility and I was hoping that randhir would understand that but instead he asked me to choose between him and my responsibility. I am someone who will always choose my responsibility. You know you guys expect that I should be like you or him. That I should love someone more than anything else and always choose my love but I am different and thats why I didn't stop him that day because I can't change no matter how jealous he makes me feel or whatever he does I won't ever change. And that's why I am letting him go because he can't be happy with me. " By this time I had tears in my eyes and I was about to leave when she said something that made me stop" Won't you ever regret letting him go after all now toh you have accepted that you love him " And I said " I will always love him but if I change and choose him then maybe I will regret doing that more".

Randhir's POV

After sanyukta left I followed her to talk to her but saw her talking to vidhushi and listened to what they were talking about and realised that she knew everything. Up until today I thought of ways to become her number one priority but today I realised that how wrong it was to ask her to change she is right she is different and if she can accept me the way I am then why can't I. And from then on wards I started to think of a different plan to make our relationship work.

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