ruin { yandere x f!reader } [finished]

vii . twisted

Not being able to move due to the shock, (first name) just continued to stare at her tied wrists. She just couldn't follow. Touya and I fell asleep while cuddling in bed. That's it, nothing more. What is this? She replayed the passed day in her head as she tried to free her hands. Then she heard a sound coming from another room. That must be Touya! He must still be home!

(first name) yelled for her boyfriend despite it being early in the morning. Right now, she couldn't care less. She just wanted to know what the hell was going on, why Touya had tied her to the bed. It felt like hours waiting for him to enter the bedroom, but he seemed to take his sweet time.

Finally, after minutes of shouting, Touya slowly entered the bedroom and was greeted by an angered (first name). "Touya! What the hell?! Why did you–?!"

"You're awake early, (first name)," he interrupted her and sat down next to her on the bed. Before she could speak again, Touya put his lips on hers as to silence her. "The neighbours will complain if you continue being so loud," he lectured her afterwards.

"I don't care! Let me go! We just made up and you do something like this again?!" Ignoring what Touya had just told her, (first name) raised her voice in anger.

"Please calm down, (first name). You're the one who suggested this last night. Don't you remember?" He explained, finally untying her wrists. As her wrists were free, (first name) touched them to check if everything was alright. Then, she looked at her boyfriend in disbelief.

"I– What are you saying?"

Touya let out a chuckle and put a hand onto her head, patting it. "I was surprised, too. I didn't think you were into things like this, but I don't mind," he said and smiled at her, trying to calm her.

Yet, instead of calming her, Touya flustered (first name) even more. She felt her cheeks starting to burn at his words. "W-What are you saying... I would never–!"

Taking her face in his hands, Touya pressed a kiss to her forehead. "It's okay. No need to be so shy about it," he said. After that, (first name) slapped his hands away and her embarrassment turned into confusion. "Even if! Why don't I remember anything of that then?!"

Touya sighed. "This again? It's because you don't take your pills–"

"Bullshit," (first name) spatted back at him. "It's because it never happened, right?"

Touya could just stare at his girlfriend. The expression he wore was unreadable. (first name) couldn't figure out whether she was right or wrong, what he was thinking or feeling. Actually, she was a bit afraid of continuing her accusations, but now that she had started it, she might as well continue.

"You– you tied me to the bed, so I couldn't go anywhere. Considering your current behaviour, it's plausible," she said, looking straight into his red eyes.

Great. This isn't going anywhere.

Instead of getting answers from Touya, the situation turned awkward. There was an unbearable silence in the room which somehow managed to turn the mood even more awkward. He wasn't even looking at (first name) anymore. After the second accusation, he turned his head and stared at his lap. He wasn't moving a muscle either.

After a while, (first name) had enough of the weird atmosphere. She figured that this conversation wasn't doing anything for her, so she sighed and gave up. Just as she wanted to get up from the bed and leave the room, Touya grabbed her arm and pulled her back, making her stumble back onto the bed.

As she wanted to protest, he covered her mouth with his hand while holding down her wrists with his other. During this process, he didn't look at her face once. He looked down the whole time, strands of his hair covering his eyes.

"Be a good girl for once and be quiet, okay?" He demanded in a low voice as he lifted his head painfully slow. He was smiling as he said that, but his eyes weren't. (first name)'s eyes widened when she saw his face. Never had she seen him look like that and, to be honest, it actually scared her. He didn't look like the caring and protective guy she fell in love with back then – not that she remembered how they even met in the first place. Now he looked cold, his eyes seemed empty, but at the same time they were full of negativity.

As (first name) was deep in thoughts plus paralyzed due to what was happening, she eventually felt her hands getting bound together to the bed again. She was about to fight against it, but then she remembered Touya's expression which made her stop and just submit to his actions.

He noticed the sudden change of behaviour and to test it out, he removed his hand from her mouth to see if he was right. (first name) averted her eyes when Touya stared her down – his eyes looking almost lifeless. She didn't dare to look at him in this situation. She felt like her last dignity was taken away from her and she couldn't believe she was obeying him once again.

Without any words, Touya got up and left the room. (first name) looked after him, waiting for him to return as he left the door open. Indeed, he came back several minutes later.

Oh no.

Sighing, she just accepted what would happen next. It wasn't like she could flee anyway. When Touya came back into the bedroom, he carried a glass of water in one hand and pills in his other. Silently, he placed them down on the nightstand next to the bed and sat down on the bed. He continued to stare at (first name) – no emotions, feelings, expression visible on his face.

"You know, I wish I wouldn't have to do that," he finally broke the silence, his voice sounding disappointed. Then, he sighed and put a hand on his girlfriend's head, patting it again. His touch was gentle, but his voice and expression weren't.

His hand moved down to (first name)'s chin. "Open up," he ordered, lightly pulling on her chin in order to make her open her mouth. Surprisingly, she cooperated which made Touya smile. Seconds later, he grabbed the pills and put them inside her mouth. As this was done, he took the glass of water and just poured it in, giving (first name) no chance to prepare herself. Her lying position and the forceful actions one after another made her choke when the torture was over.

As she had finally stopped coughing, her eyes were teary. Actually, she was ready to go for Touya's throat, but decided it would be the best to not anger him even more. Trying to catch her breath, (first name) looked up at Touya and noticed his expression had changed. He seemed satisfied, his eyes looking alive again.

He reached out to stroke (first name)'s cheek. "It wasn't that hard, was it? Next time, don't make me do something like that again. I hate hurting you," he explained and actually looked sad. Yet, he had no intention of freeing (first name). He just kissed her and then got up, leaving the room without another word.

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[ last edited: 12/19/20 ]