ruin { yandere x f!reader } [finished]

viii . trust

Counting the cars that were driving by the window, (first name) sighed in boredom, getting tired of just lying in bed. She lost her sense of time a while ago. It had been hours since her confrontation with her boyfriend who then left her tied up in their shared bedroom.

I can't believe he really left me here like this, she thought to herself as this was the only thing she could do to pass the time. Her back started to hurt from lying in the same position for hours. With a quick yank, (first name) tried to get her wrists free once again, but it didn't work. Sighing deeply, she accepted her defeat.

It had been a while since she had the opportunity to do nothing – literally nothing. Not that she enjoyed the situation she was in, but because there was nothing to do, nobody who could disturb her, she closed her eyes and let all of her thoughts wander through her mind.

I really don't know why, but I feel like this has happened to me before. No, this is stupid. Why would Touya have tied me up before, for what reason? But then again, he did it now, so why shouldn't he have done it before?

We're completely misunderstanding each other all the time. I get he has good intentions, but tying me up? For what? So I can't do anything he doesn't want me to when he isn't home? It has worked before without tying me up. Is it really my fault that he acts like this? Is he really just worried about my safety? To this extreme?

Maybe he's right. Maybe I'm feeling like this because I don't take my medicine regularly. But what kind of medicine am I even taking? What exactly is it for? Only Touya knows. I can't imagine what I would do without him. Would I even be still alive now if it wasn't for his care and love?

No, this isn't right either. His obsession isn't healthy. I get that he's worried about me, but he's gone too far. I really need to talk to him when he gets back. I'm not going to be intimidated by him this time. I want to know what fucking pills he makes me take every day. I don't believe taking five at once is healthy, right? Something is off.

Ending her last thought, (first name) could hear the door of their bedroom opening. "Finally, you're back!" She exclaimed when she saw Touya in the doorframe. "Yes, I'm back. Did you miss me?" He asked back, closing the door behind him and moving closer to his girlfriend.

"Uh... yes. Yes, I did," she replied. She didn't miss him – she just wanted him to finally let her go. "I missed you, too," Touya replied, sitting down on the bed next to (first name)'s lying figure. He gave her a kiss to her forehead and then lay down next to her, taking her into his arms.

(first name) wasn't comfortable in this position at all. Her hands were still tied up above her head and Touya hugged her in an inconvenient manner. Yet, she tried to endure it – she would try everything to get on Touya's good side again.

"(first name)," Touya said softly while running his hand through her hair. "Are you angry at me?"

"...no, I'm not," she answered after a short moment of silence. Her reply surprised Touya. "You're... not?" He asked again to make sure he heard right.

"I'm not. I know you have good intentions even if your methods are a bit extreme," (first name) reassured him.

Suddenly, Touya let her go and got up. "Touya?" She asked him softly after his strange reaction.

"What do you want, (first name)?"

Looking at her boyfriend in confusion, she couldn't let out a word – she could just stare at him. "What do you mean?"

"Do you think I'm stupid? You're telling me exactly what I want to hear when you were rebelling against me just this morning. Do you really think I'm going to believe your act?" He accused her, the expression on his face was serious.