brendon fricking urie // brallon

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"..then his dad offered me a job at his modelling company and then later after brendon brought me home, he tells me he's thinking about moving out and i'm like, "oh, okay, that's great!" and then out of nowhere, he tells me he wants me to live with him!"

ryan's lips form a tiny 'o' and he looks at me. "..do you want to live with him?"

"i think so!"

he shrugs and looks at me. "i don't see the issue then. you can have a job and live with the person you love, why wouldn't you want it?"

i shake my head. "i don't want to live with the man that i might not be with forever."

"dude, you guys are literally so crazy about each other, i highly doubt you're gonna split up anytime soon."

"what if it's just a ploy to have sex with me? he knows i don't want to have sex until i'm living the man i'm going to marry, and he's been constantly asking me if we're ever gonna do it."

he rolls his eyes. "if he's respected your boundaries and wishes this far into your relationship, i'm sure that's not it. maybe he, i don't know, this might be a crazy thought, but, wants to live with you?"

"i don't think i can live with him yet."

"so that's settled. what about the modelling thing?"

i shrug. "i'm gonna try it out, see if it's for me."

"i doubt it, but you do you. you know breezy got assaulted at her modelling workplace back in utah?"

"i do, i know... i just want a friggin' job already! besides, mister urie told before i left that if he hears from me about any assault or bullying from anyone, he'd fire them on the spot."

"just be careful about that job and say the right thing about the whole living together situation and it'll all be okay."

i nod and take in ryan's words. i nod again as i make up my mind. "i've got it figured out. i'll tell him on the first day of school."

"good. now start the game back up again."