brendon fricking urie // brallon

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typically after school, there are club activities one has to attend to, if in a club at all. ryan and i are in the music club together, but we only do the activities once a week, using the club as an excuse to stay and talk longer. usually it's a blessing when something like ryan being grounded happens.

now i just want to go home and suffer in bed.

"we have ninety minutes, so we better make the most of it. now tell me when the hell your crush happened."

we're sitting on the bleachers and i pick at my shoelaces, declining to respond. ryan wraps his arm around my own arms and leans his head on my shoulder. "dallon? please?"

i shake my head and clear my throat, "it's embarrassing, ryan. i don't even want to think about the fact that i have a crush on that boy."

"dude, we've told thing each other everything since we were born. come on, i told you when i lost my virginity! hearing about this crush is definitely not worse than me talking about not gay sexual experiences to my very gay friend. come on, i'll listen."

"you'll make fun of me."

"no i won't. do you seriously think i'm that shallow? that's not very nice of you, dallon weekes."

i look down at him and he's staring back at me with his pretty, sparkling dark brown eyes. i sigh in defeat. there is no way i'm going to keep refusing with those stupid, irresistible puppy eyes of his.

curse any girl that breaks his heart in the future, because she would have to be crazy to leave a guy him. he's got good looks, great personality... anyways...

"i've basically had a thing for him since middle school."

"shut. up. seriously?!" i shrug and nod. "my god, that must feel awful... seeing him get... friendly with all those other- i should shut up now." he seemed to notice that his words help me not at all.

ryan just smiles weakly and shakes me lightly. "hey, come on. you can do better than him. there's so many more guys in the world, you don't need to keep a crush on him."

i blush in embarrassment, "i can't help it! i know he's awful, but he looks so perfect! his voice is to die for and even his grades are good! aside from his caricature, he's freaking perfect!"

ryan shakes his head at me and sighs. "you're hopeless."

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look at this cute picture i took of my dog when we visited my sister at taco bell earlier

his separation anxiety is getting worse as he gets older so he cried and paced back and forth between the two front seats and then finally settled down in the driver's seat it was cute but heartbreaking