brendon fricking urie // brallon

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i'm practically buzzing with excitement as the door opens. when i hear brendon's footsteps and the sound of his jacket hitting the ground, i shoot up to my feet and dart over to him, jumping into his arms and enveloping him into a hug.

brendon smiles as he presses a sweet kiss to my neck and hugs me back just as tightly.

i inhaled brendon's sweet musk and smiled. "i missed you."

"i missed you too, sweetheart." we separate and brendon stands on his toes to kiss my forehead. his smile widens as he pulls away and his chocolaty eyes gaze into my own. "let me go shower, then we can do whatever you want, okay?"

i nod and give him one more kiss before he retreats to the bathroom. i practically float back to the couch, feeling high off the burst of love i feel everytime i give brendon a kiss.

i play with the dogs until brendon finishes showering and he comes in the living room simply wearing tight-fitting black boxer briefs and a black v-neck and his hair is still dripping wet.

i'd honestly probably pounce on him if i wasn't stubbornly keeping my virginity. (me)

he slips onto the couch next to me and wraps an arm around my shoulder. he pulls me closer and starts practically making out with my neck. i tilt my head to the side and close my eyes as i let out a happy sigh.

"what are we doing first?"

i let out the tiniest of moans as he sucks a hickey into my neck and i started sweating a bit.

"h- how about a movie marathon..? i brought all my old geeky movies from home, and i've been wanting to re-watch all of them..."

"mm, what all do you have?" i hold his hand and play with his fingers as he keeps his mouth on my neck.

"u- umm.. gremlins, back to the future, g- ghostbusters.. the original star wars trilogy and only the original star wars trilogy because the new movies are nothing but crap..." he snorts against my skin. "uhh, independence day and forrest gump, which is more dorky than geeky, but it's still one of my favorites."

"those are all pretty good, we could do that if you want. obviously we won't watch all of them because i have an interview to attend to in the morning, but we could watch maybe your.. top three?"

i nod with a big smile.

"i like that idea. i'm gonna go get them and change, i'll be right back." i get up to leave, but he yells.

"wait! can i come with you?"

i look at him confusedly and shrug. "it's your choice..?"

he grins and shoots up off the couch, startling penny and zero the second. he follows closely behind me as i enter our room. i quickly find the case of movies from inside the closet before slowly making my way to the dresser. it's when i open one of the drawers and pull out a pair of pajamas that i notice brendon is leaning back on the bed on his elbows and watching me.

i feel a little insecure changing in front of him, since i've only been shirtless in front of him once and that was months ago.

i've avoided showing him too much skin for multiple reasons, but the main one is that i'm just not confident enough. i try my hardest to not be so down on myself but it's hard sometimes remembering just how badly i thought of myself years ago.. some of those feelings resurface from time to time and it's so hard fighting through it most times.

but i try.

i exhale deeply and turn around. i close my eyes and take off my shirt, glad the room is dim enough so he can't see any scars or stretch marks. i open my eyes to see brendon staring at my torso, practically undressing me further with his eyes.