A/N: Another update. I hope you enjoy and thank you, for being patient.
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Zayn's Pov
I scrunched my eyes, and rubbed my temple, trying to easen up the sharp migraine that was lurking around in my head.
I was currently waiting in the hallway, sat up against the wall, outside of Perrie's hospital room. It was dreadful, and the doctor said that Perrie wasn't in the right mind and did stupid things.
I couldn't handle the thought that someone as beautiful and genuine as her, hurting or trying to hurt herself.
I cringed, knowing that Perrie isn't even my girl anymore. We haven't even officially broke our relationship off, but I know that she wouldn't want to even be with me, anymore. There's a reason that she cheated on me. She deserves someone better, and whoever she snogged that night... Well, I hope their better together.
I looked down, and sighed.
I should probably leave, before Perrie wakes up. I don't wanna see her. I'm just gonna be embarassed, and ashamed that I wasn't good enough for her.
I stood up, with my coat and my empty coffee cup, in my hands.
My footprints were harsh, due to the freshly waxed, floors.
I looked down, and played with my fingers.
As I neared the exit, a soft hand grabbed my shoulder.
"Where are you going?" A soft, trembling geordie accent, spoke out.
I turned arount, to face the petite, brunette.
"My flat." I said, and shoved my hands into my pockets.
"Why?" She asked, frowning.
"Look Jade, I had promised you that I would be here for Perrie, and I was. I waited all night, and I've done my part." I said, looking at her. "I'm going home."
And with that, I turned around.
"Don't you love her?" She called out to me.
I stopped.
"Yes." I answered, and quickly walked out of the door.
I basically sprinted to my car, and hit my head on the steering wheel.
"Fuck!" I cursed, and buried my head into my hands.
By now, the waterworks were coming round'.
"I'm a fucking dick!" I cursed, yet again.
I do love Perrie. I love her more, than anything. I'm not even putting any effort. Perrie could've been stoned, or drunk or whatever. I didn't even give her, fucking time to explain.
I'm the one, who did wrong in this relationship.
I screwed up.
I shook my head, furiously and cursed.
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Perrie's Pov
My eyes, fluttered open. Everything was dark and blurry, due to my brief sleep.
I scanned the room, and found three figures, sat in the musty chairs, fast asleep.
I smiled.
My three girls, all here for me. I don't know what I would've done if they weren't there, for me.
I extended my hand, and made contact with Jesy.
Her eyes shot open, and widened.
"Perrie, you're awake!" She exclaimed, waking up the other girls.
I nodded.
She shot a glance of relief.
"You had me worried, sick." Leigh said, and ran over to hug me.
Since I had tubes connected, I couldn't return the favor.
"Sorry, girls." I apoligized, my voice was morse.
"Don't apoligize, baba." Jade said, and took a hold of my my hand.
I smiled.
"The doctors said that they can't let you go yet, they'll have to do tests first." Jesy informed.
I nodded.
"You girls, should head home. I'll be fine, alone." I said.
They shook their heads.
"We're not leaving you alone." Leigh said, shaking her head.
"Yes you are, and while you're at the flat, you're gonna get me a fresh set of clothes." I said.
They groaned.
"I'll stay, while you girls go back to the flat." Jade volunteered.
Jesy shot her a glare.
I could feel tension between those two.
"I'm fine with that." I stated.
Jesy bit her lip, and nodded.
"C'mon Leigh." She said, and gathered all her stuff. "I'll see you later, Pez."
I nodded, and waved.
Once they left, I turned to Jade.
"What's up with you and Jesy?" I asked her.
She shrugged, and scrolled through her feed.
I shot her a glance.
Once I realized that she wasn't gonna fill me in on the details, I gave up.
I checked my phone and seen that #GetBetterPerrie was trending.
I smiled, and tweeted:
Thank you for all the lovely tweets, I'm fine now. Love you all. xxPerriexx
And with that, I logged off the app and dug my head into the pillow.
"What A Day..." I thought, to myself.
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Strong (Zerrie FanFiction)
RomanceI'm sorry if I say I need you, But I don't care, I'm not scared of love, Cause When I'm not with you, I'm weaker Is it so wrong, That YOU make me strong.
