Strong (Zerrie FanFiction)

Chapter 20

Perrie's Pov

I clutched the side of my hospital gown as I strolled to the entrance of the bathroom cubicle, waiting to change into my normal clothing attire.

It had been quite eventful during these past few days, considering that I was in a mini coma due to unknown reasons as stated by the doctor. I had been knocked unconscious for less than three weeks and as resorted, many visits were made in which I didn't acknowledge.

I wouldn't have known that Zayn and the 1D boys came to visit if my mum didn't blurt it out whilst she was handing me a cup of water.

They had apparently stayed by my side, Zayn especially, for an entire week before attending back to studio work being that they had a new album to put out.

My mum, Jonnie and Katherine have been staying at our flats being that they thought that this was going to be a short stay. They wanted to be next to me throughout this injury but Zayn and the 1D boys didn't which meant that their care was fading.

I sighed as I laced off the ribbon which intwined my hospital gown together and slipped it off, changing into my denim shorts and long sleeved crop top afterwards.

Once I prepped, and managed to make my appearance look presentable, I headed out to find four girls patiently waiting.

"Ready?" Jade asked, reaching for hand which I gladly told ahold of.

I nodded and we walked to the front desk, filling some forms out before leaving the hospital.

As we got in the car, you could feel the high tension building up.

I could tell that they questions that they so eagerly wanted me to answer.

"Spit it out." I spoke, breaking the silence which made a few breathes hitched.

Leigh, who was driving, quickly pulled over to the side of the central road we've been strolling through, and sighed.

"I'm sorry." She apologized. "I was just taken aback and I didn't want anymore accidents."

I nodded.

"Can we talk when we get home?" Jesy offered, in which I was quick to agree.

Leigh nodded, and took to the road again in no time.

Once we got to our flat, I quickly exited the vehicle and ran to the front door, tapping my foot and waiting for Leigh to open the door.

As the girls got out, one by one, Leigh unlocked the door and we all entered.

I walked to my room, hoping that they'd forgotten about this talk but much to my dismay, they didn't, resulting in Jade tugging at my hand and leading me to our den.

"Sit." Jade commanded, and I reluctantly took a seat on the love seat next to the sofa that the girls' were sitting on.

"Perrie, explain why-" Leigh started, but Jade interrupted her mid sentence.

"Are you mad? Why the fuck would you harm yourself?" Jade yelled. "I swear, you get more mental every time I lay my eyes on you. Might as well send you to a ward."

I frowned.

"So you suppose that sending me to a ward will help me with my sickness? If you think that that will cure my heartbreak, then you're the one that's mad. What will help me, is supportive friends, but as of now, maybe sending me to a mental ward isn't such a bad idea." I yelled, standing up and running to my room, leaving the girls in awe.

Why didn't they just leave me on the bathroom floor to die? I would've been so much more happier if I left this cruel world.

And to make matters worse, fans were tweeting me pictures of Zayn with another girl.

Is this his way of getting back at me? He goes off snagging some random girl, while I'm in the hospital, practically dying.

I couldn't control what I was doing when I kissed that douchebag in the club. I was fucking drugged. I couldn't do jack.

Kill me now.