My right foot slipped inbetween the tracks at the station as the leaves and wind blew by making my ears shake. I am here, really here, the actual placewhere I have been planning to go. It's amazing, I can feel it in my bones, see it in my eyes, hear and smell it through my whole body. It just fits me so well, I know this is where I truly belong. I just arrived her about six minutes ago and im already in love with it.
The "some one" my mother always told me I would find some day, which for her was my father. I mean I still assume they get along, I hope they aren't still fighting over me. I doubt it but I don't totally. All life does is confuse me and gets all my plans off track its odd. I'm here to stay, not leave and it's just not better for me. I feel set, I often don't reflect on my actions and present past but i just had this small tacked note in my head where i felt all conmfortable. I always feel that feeling you would feel when you first come home from school and get your work done and have all this time to yourself, but in my head. Imaginary far far far away land where everything is set in place and ready to go, all the time.
Utah felt like my head right now, except for one thing.
Amazing how i know exactly what that one thing it is.
