love drought | kth.

twenty nine

"Okay, we have the results of your brain scan." Dr. Hansen as he clicked away on his computer. "It seems like it's progressively getting worse. However, there's still a chance it'll be treated later."

Graycen squinted her eyes as she concentrated on the brain scan. She didn't get it, she felt happy.

"You look like you have concerns."

Graycen moved her eyes away from the scan to look at Dr. Hansen, "Yeah. I don't get it. I feel genuinely better and now I find out I'm getting worse."

"You're more than likely stressing over something," Dr. Hansen said as he observed the scan, "it could be because you're stressing or you're holding something in."

"I cry like every night though."

Dr. Hansen chuckled, "That doesn't really mean anything though. There's something bugging you and you're allowing yourself to overthink it. We have another checkup next month. Just continue to take the SSRI and do the exercises."

Graycen masked her annoyance with a smile, "Okay, have a nice night."

Graycen allowed the news to affect her mood she was so excited to go back to Dr. Hansen. She really was expecting news that she was improving. Graycen was just grateful that Taehyung was at work. She didn't need him to sense that something was off and start coddling her.

Taehyung went back to work for the first time in a while that day, Graycen spent her time with Taylor and Elise. Taylor didn't press Graycen to tell her what happened because she knew her sister. Taylor knew when things were wrong with her sister. The difference between Taylor and Taehyung is that Taylor was a bit afraid to get her sister to crack, Taehyung wasn't.

Graycen's mood went from shitty to less shitty when Taylor showed her a little room she had for Elise. She was touched at the little crib and changing table in the room. The room was painted a light yellow.