Malec Oneshots💖

WDIL pt. 2

A/N: Who Do I Love part two is here!
Alec's POV

"Alec what were you thinking?! Are you an idiot?! You embarrassed Magnus in front of everyone!" Izzy said getting mad at me.

"Look Izzy, I had to do what I had to do. It's in the past so I can't change that. And as of now I'm trying to fix my relationship with Lydia after all these years."

"I just wish you know what Magnus is going through right now. He hasn't left his apartment for a month Alec! One month! That's how much humiliation you gave him Alec!"

"I know Izzy, I go there everyday but he won't open the door. I guess I'll have to...move on...?"

"You can't change who you are. You're gay Alec. You're not even bisexual. You can't just suddenly love her."

"Izzy I'm sorry alright? I'm sorry for what happened a month ago. I really have to go now Izzy...I'm sorry."

"Don't say sorry to me. Say sorry to Magnus and Lydia." She then left my house.

I've been married for a month and a fee days. No one came near me after. The only person I was in contact with was Lydia's family and friends, but that was it. Everyone else I knew avoided me for what I did, and I honestly don't blame them for it. Lydia and I have a good relationship now though.

As thoughts circulated my head then Lydia came into the living room, where my sister and I just talked about it. She sat next to me at the couch then hugged me.

"What's wrong? What did you guys talk about?" She asked.

"Nothing, you don't have to worry about it."

"Alec, as your wife I have to know. We made promises remember?"

"I know but, can this be the only secret?"

"Fine. I'll go prepare dinner. Love you."

"Love you too..."

She then went to the kitchen while I took out my phone. Magnus never replied to anything I text him. I text him and call him at least 8 times a day. Each. He never replied or responded to anything. Sometimes I when Lydia's sleeping I cry, because I just realised what a terrible mistake I made. A few minutes later I got a text, from Clary.

Clary: Alec, Magnus needs you. Go to his apartment asap.

As soon as I see her text I grab my keys then I drove as fast as I could to Magnus' place. I had so much anxiety with me going there. As I arrive I immediately run going to his apartment and burst through the door. I suddenly saw all of them, Simon, Jace, Clary, Izzy, and Magnus. I got confused then Clary whispered something to Magnus' ear. He sighed then spoke up.

"Alec, I just wanted to say that..." He then hesitated

"That what?" I ask.

"I can't do this, I'm sorry guys, it's so hard to do this. Alec I'm sorry that I had to bring you here, just forget about it..."

Everyone comforted him while I just stood in front of them, being curious as to what he was gonna say. Jace then approached me then took me to a corner.

"Alec, he was gonna say he was ready to move on and doesn't need you anymore. He was also gonna say to never come back here again."

"Oh...you guys told him to say that?" I sadly ask.

"No we didn't Alec. He called us here for backup incase his happens. Guess he still loves you."

I soon got a bunch of texts from Lydia and she was worried about me. I didn't know if I should go or stay with Magnus. I was torn between the two of them. I looked at the door then I looked at Magnus, deciding what to do. I gave Jace my phone then I walked to Magnus.

"Magnus, c-can we talk at the corner? Please?" I anxiously ask.

He went next to me without a word and never looked at me. I looked at everyone else and they were staring at us.

"Magnus, I'm sorry. Please look at me..." I frown.

"Alec, just leave...please..." He said still avoiding eye contact.

I looked down then I left his apartment. Maybe some day he can forgive me. After I close the door I run to my car and I just cry. I was hitting and throwing everything inside because I was so mad at myself. I broke the man I really love and now I can never see him again.

I was about to start my car but then I forgot my phone. I must've given it to Jace. I didn't want to go back because I'll have to see him again.

I stayed in my car for a long time then I suddenly saw Lydia's car park 2 cars behind mine then rushed going inside the apartment. I didn't want to go out or else she might find out that I went here. I mean, there's really nothing wrong with that cause she thinks we're best friends. I waited for a few more minutes with more sobbing then she went out, also sobbing. I wiped my tears then went inside Magnus' apartment as soon as she left. When I got there I only saw Magnus. I had a confused look then he walked going to me. He bit his lip while I got even more confused. He opened his mouth but closed it soon after.

"Alec...I'm sorry..." He looked back. I looked behind him as well but there was nothing there but his furniture.

"Why? I'm the one who should be sorry not you. Wait, isn't that Lydia's wedding ring?!"

"Yes uh, now this this part I guess. I kind of used your phone to call her and I do know your passcode-"

"You know my passcode?!" I cut off.

"Listen first. So I called her to come here. I told her that I'll tell her what happens in the future. I told her I had a strong feeling that you would cheat on her with a man...so she gave me her ring and she was gonna call you but Jace has your phone. So, good luck."

"What the hell?! Why did you do that?! Now she's gonna hate me and I'll be dead! Magnus why did you tell her I was gay?!"

"I didn't tell her you were gay. I just told her you'll cheat on her soon. With a man. So you could be bisexual."

"Magnus! What am I gonna do now?! What will I do when I get home?!"

"Divorce her. That's a simple answer."

"Magnus...you're being ridiculous. You know what, leave me alone alright! I don't want you near me or whatever! Goodbye Magnus!"