Finding My Happiness

ONE- Lilly Fairchild

Coming up to the desk Jen hands me another folder...my next patient in exam room 3...opening the folder going straight to the patients medical needs and skip the name, I read over it and see....needs stitches......"thanks hun... " I say over my shoulder as I walk to exam room 3..."pleasure babe" she throws back...

Walking inside the room with my head in folder still...
Good day Mr....Hart...i look up and my brown eyes locks with none other than Grayson Hart......Ryker Hart's brother.

"Hey Lilly" he says then groans.....lifting up the hand that needs stitches....
"What happened" I say moving closer to him to inspect his hand..
"Got hurt on sight earlier and here I am, hurts like a motha"
He says trying to smile bit groans again...

"Let's get you fixed up honey...'realising I just called him honey I clear my throat and find him looking at me with a soft smile and tenderness in those beautiful grey eyes.

I go about gathering my things and fix him up, getting him some painkillers for the pain and instruct him to take it easy for a few days, easy since it's friday today....

"We're on for tonight right and no backing out...it's pizza night....and that fizzy shit you like" he chuckles as I yell"hey
Hey.....hey...i'll have you know that fizzy shit is good fizzy shit" and his laughing at me with that panty dropping face of his...

"How did you get here Gray, do need me to take you home?"
I say ...."no babe i got my truck, I'll see you later& get a good fucking movie no chick flicks or I swear I'll spank that delectable ass so good" then his gone...

Tidying my room and going to the front desk to clock out and leave for this long weekend...and i'm off...damn it feels good...

"Bye girls...i'll see you next week" I smile so brightly..
"Bye suga enjoy ...and get laid: Jen says and winks at me.
"Yea hun, make this weekend count" say Jayde...
Two of my closest friends who has been with me since nursing school...

Through my relationship with Ryker, Grayson's brother...
He was my first boyfriend, first love....my first everything
After the breakup they pulled me through especially Grayson...let's just say his not a big fan of Ryker...

Leaving the hospital and  I get into my truck and drive home, thinking about Grayson.

We grew close which is weird...right.
Anyhow yeah...so seeing that Jen and Jayde is happily married... I cannot have them all to myself anymore...
It's safe to say Gray is my best friend...which pissed Ryker right off and still does...

I still loved Ry...but i had to get out, I needed to find myself and what makes me happy...I had to put myself first...
Ry broke me...
As hard as it was ...
I had to remove myself from that situation ...

Pulling into my driveway I gather my things and hop out
Only to find Gray standing there leaning against his motorcycle..feet crossed at the ankles, hands in his leather jacket...his long light brown hair in a ponytail...staring at me...looking down his body he has on these black jeans that hugs those  thick thighs perfectly...and a  black tshirt under his jacket that molds to his muscular chest...damn I'm in trouble with this one...

"Done ogling me beautiful' he says smirking....then full out smile with those beautiful straight white teeth...
I blush so hard and look down to the ground...
"Want me to do a twirl honey" he say laughing now...
"Get over yourself Grayson...I throw back and walk to my front door still listening to him laughing..."jerk"  I say

I open the door and leave my things on the floor, Gray follows right behind me and says "pizza is on it's way"
Then moving to the living room taking off his boots and sits on the couch as he switches on the t.v.

"I'm gonna take a shower" I  say and move to my bedroom down the hall....
I have a three bedroom house, two bathrooms , one huge kitchen I was so lucky for that seeing that I love baking and cooking it's a dream... dining area and a living room...and I have a big yard surrounded by trees and a porch...Gray and I picked this place...
My bedroom has an ensuite so....I get u dressed throwing all my dirty clothes in the hamper...
Getting under the hot water....damn...amazing....letting the water run over my head down my tired body...feels extraordinary....

A few minutes later and I'm done, drying my body with the towel...then moving into my bedroom and putting on some lotion...then taking a short and track pants..leaving my underwear...hair all curly around my face.

I step out and return to the couch with Grayson amd pizza on the coffee table....and my fizzy cold drink...smiling at him.
"What" I hug him "It's just a drink Lil" he says..."well thank you Gray" I say as I bite into the slice of pizza....he turns his head to the tv again...

If only I met him first, if only I fell inlove with him first...
Yeah I'm inlove with Grayson Hart who is my ex's brother...

He doesn't know...I just kept it to myself...I do not want to mess up what we have here...I'd rather have him as my best friend than nothing at all...it's a different love I have towards Ry...I think...how I can still feel anything towards Ry I have no clue after all the shit he did and put me through,

He doesnt make it any easy by always showing up whenever or wherever he can and I am...
Always sending roses and notes...leaving gifts
Tickle me confused...

So I'm keeping my feelings for Grayson Hart all to my lonesome even if he stars in all my fantasies...

I'll get over it....I hope so...
We start talking about my one and only dream....baking...
And how I wanna pursue it...
Grayson is my biggest supporter and fan beside Jen and Jayde ofcourse...