Finding My Happiness

prologue

Lilly...
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Everything inside me was cold...my eyes all dried up...
No more tears....my eyes blank....my heart was dulled from all the aching pain...all for what...

Is'nt it always about some guy breaking your heart...
Someone who never really value you, appreciates what he has in you, or respects you...

Everybody but me...he wasn't just mine..,no....
He was every socialite's delight and his entitled rich friends party buddy during the day.... while i get the crumps he scatteres...

Running my hands through my straight long dark brown hair...blowing out a harsh breath....adjusting the scarve around my neck and standing taller...

Turning and walking off to pick up the remaining parts of my so called life & my heart that got caught in the crossfire.

Ryker
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I always went through life making my own rules...never giving a fuck what the consequences or who the fuck i hurt.

Looking at her...i can feel everything is different...all is about to change...
Her eyes are blank...no more the women who looked at me
Like i mattered, like i hung the moon...like i'm her knight in shining amor...her sun
She looked right through me...

my beautiful girl is gone....my one constant is leaving....i put that look there ...i took and took and took all she gave till i wrung her dry and i'm still taking even now
I want what she gave to me so willingly...

The women of my dreams, my all, my everything...my reason...

I drove her away repeatedly ....and this time she's not looking back...

She takes everything she came with and leaves everything i ever gave her...taking nothing of me with her....

Grayson
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Always watching from afar...always taking the back seat when it comes to her...

So beautiful...full of life....bright smile....sparkling brown eyes....beautiful caramel skin...full lips....

Such a kind heart....

My time has finally come...and this time i'm going all in....

This time i'm taking what i want & i know she needs

My beautiful Angel....